chibi_elle

i just felt like sharing...

2006-12-29T09:48:39Z

im so in love!

chibi_elle @ 2006-12-28T05:06:00

2006-12-28T10:06:02Z

1. I've come to realize that my last kiss......
was about an hour ago

2. I am listening to......
alex play kingdom hearts

3. I talk......
too much

4. I love....
my b/f

5. My best friends.....
my b/f

6. My first real kiss....
i was 18 lol....gosh im such a loser lol

8. I hate it when people ask me......
questions they already know the answers to

9. Love is....
amazing

10. Marriage is.....
in about 4 and a 1/2 years

11. Somewhere, someone is thinking......
where the fuck is the remote control?

12. I always.....
annoy the shit out of ppl

13. I have a secret crush.....
well im in love

14. The last time I cried was because.....
one of these days i guess idk meng

15. My cell phone....
is on me at all times

16. When I wake up in the morning.....
i dont wake up in the morning

17. Before I go to sleep at night.....
i talk to alex

18. Right now I am thinking about....
whether i work tomorrow or not

19. Babies are.......
give me 4 and a 1/2 years

20. I get on myspace......
every once in a while

21. Today I.....
played pool...god i miss it

22. Tonight I will.....
do a few more surveys

23. Tomorrow I will be....
finding out whether i work or not

24. I really want to be.....
rich

25. The person who will be most likely to repost this is....
abdul lol when he comes back or something

CIRCLE ONE: THE OUTSIDE

1. What's your name: michelle
2. How tall are you: 5'7"-5'8"
3. What color are your eyes: dark dark brown
4. What color is your hair: even darker brown
5. Are you Male or Female: Female
6. What is your best feature (physically): hair
7. What's your shoe size: 8
8. Glasses, yes or no: yes only when i read
9. Did you ever have braces: yea
10. On a typical day you are wearing: tshirt and jeans
11. When you go to bed you're wearing: ffXII tshirt or my dbz tshirt or nothing
12. work out/exercise about how often: teehee i dont go to the gym but i get my work out

CIRCLE TWO: MUSIC
1. Name five of your favorite bands: the used, incubus, mcr, afi, chili peppers
2. Name five of your favorite singers: ummmmm brandon boyd? kelly clarkson, utada hikaru, BoA, and idk meng probably some japanese singer or something
3. Name three songs you are currently playing nonstop: well i dont play songs i play albums and its stadium arcadium, light grenades, and sing the sorrow
4. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life right now: i dont like to associate lyrics with ppl or my personal life cuz w/e
5. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life one year ago: umm no
6. When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio: 93.1 and 100.7 but im usually listening to my cds
7. What's the last CD you bought: i dont buy cds, i usually wait for drbob to buy them then i make him burn them for me
8. Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix: an actual cd, light grenades
9. Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like but do: ummmmmmmmmmmmmm fcuk idk meng
10. If you could only attend one concert ever again, it would be:
warped tour, my first concert, i wouldve done somethings differently...like i wouldve eaten b4 going so i didnt feel like passing out
11. Name one band/singer you absoulutely can't stand: fcuk meng any of the reggaeton ppl
12. Name a group you use to like but feel you've grown out of: when i was younger i liked the spice girls
CIRCLE THREE: MOVIES/TELEVISION

1. Name your favorite actors: Johnny Depp
2. Name your favorite actress:ummmm idk really there r a lot of good actresses out there but i havent really been amazed yet
3. Name your favorite television show right now: heroes, battlestar galactica, that 70s show and nip tuck
4. Name five really cool movies you've recently seen: boondock saints, and i dont remember what else
5. Your favorite canceled television show: umm dont have one?
7. Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on recently: haha i tend to go for the movies that r totally worth watching
8. You would never watch a movie with: jessica simpson
9. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with: popcorn
10. Three favorite tv channels: scifi, vh1, fx
11. Favorite reality show: ummm i dont watch it but if its on and i have nothing better to do ill sit and watch some
12. Favorite character on a reality show: pfft

CIRCLE FOUR: WORD ASSOCIATION
(Write the first word/thing/person that comes into your head when you read this word:)

1. coffee: drbob
2. dog: sasha
3. slut: shoes
4. candy: twizzlers
5. pole: stick
6. ocean: clubs
7. brave: kitten (dont ask)
8. loving: alex
9. cookie: hunger
10. death: love (in love and death)
11. life: immortality
12. child: 5 years

CIRCLE FIVE: WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER:
(bold the one you prefer)

1. Ten guilty men go free OR One innocent man goes to jail for life- ten guilty...id just make them suffer so they go running back to jail
2. Eaten by a lion OR Eaten by thousands of small insects- by a lion
3. A life of contentment without love OR A life with love and heartache- love and heartache
4. Skydiving from a plane OR Bungee jumping off a bridge- neither! but if i HAD to, bungee jumping
6. No television OR No music- no tv
7. No more pizza, ever OR No more chocolate- no more chocolate
8. A trip to Europe OR a trip to Hawaii- europe
9. An hour with your future soul mate OR An hour with a lost loved one- lost loved one
10. No longer being able to cry OR No longer being able to feel the need to cry- feel the need
11. Sex without love OR love without sex- love without
12. Loving someone who doesn't love you OR being loved by someone you don't love- loving someone who doesnt love me

CIRCLE SIX: THE LOVE LIFE

1. Are you currently in a relationship: yes
2. Are you currently looking/interested in someone: my b/f
3. Are you a virgin: no
4. If yes, how long do you plan to be one: n/a
5. How many times have you been "in love": currently am
6. Looking back, how do you feel about that person(s) now: adore him
7. Name three things (physically) you look for in someone: height, eyes, smile
8. Name three things (mentally/emotionally) you look for in someone: sense of humor, caring, intelligence
9. Biggest turn offs include: rudeness, disrespect, when they conveniently do not listen, and a lot of other things
10. Your ideal date would be: take me to dave and busters to play a lil bit of pool, have a few drinks, and go play in the arcade
11. You want to get married, where, when, how: thats up to alex, 4 1/2 years, ill leave that up to alex
12. Does anyone have feelings for you right now that you don't return: kinda he thinks he does

CIRCLE SEVEN: THE FRIENDS
(of your friends, who would you say is:)

1. The one you immediately go to with a problem: my b/f
2. The most rational: my b/f
3. The funniest: well most of my friends have a different sense of humor, maybe my b/f, maybe lily idk everyone is funny
4. The one you spend the most time on the phone with: lol my b/f
5. The craziest (but in a good way): lol m/f
6. The most honest: lily
7. The purest: pfft abdul? lol
8. The smartest: me? it depends what u mean by smart though, book smart its probably elaine or margie i guess
9. The most athletic: my b/f and his brother teehee
10. The most compassionate: my b/f
11. The one most likely to get thrown in jail and why: lmao my b/f, DUI
12. The last one that said "I love you": my b/f god i fucking love him

i've kissed someone:

[x] on the cheek.
[x] on the lips.
[x] on their hands or fingers.
[x] in my room.
[x] in their room.
[x] of the opposite sex.
[x] of the same sex
[x] a little younger than me.
[x] a little older than me.
[x] with black hair.
[x] with curly hair.
[x] blonde hair
[x] brown hair
[x] blonde hair and blue eyes.
[ ] with red hair
[x] with straight hair.
[x] shorter than me.
[ ] with a lip ring.
[x] who i truly love/loved.
[x] who was drunk.
[ ] who was high.
[ ] in the morning.
[ ] right after waking up
[ ] just before bed.
[x] late at night.
[x] who I had just met.
[x] who I really didn't want to kiss.
[ ] while i was going out with some else.
[x] on a bed.
[ ] in a graveyard.
[x] at school.
[x] against a wall.
[ ] at a show.
[x] at the beach.
[ ] in a pool.
[x] who was/is a good friend.
[ ] in the rain.
[ ] with an std.
[ ] in the shower/tub
[x] in a car/taxi/bus.
[ ] on a plane.
[x] in the movies.
[ ] in a bathroom.
[x] in the dark.
[ ] on a roof top.
[ ] under water.
[x] while driving
[x] a stranger
[ ] more than one person at once.
[x] goodbye forever.
[x] when i was drunk.
[ ] who didn't speak english
[ ] with an accent

I confess that in 2006 I...

( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) got your first REAL kiss
(x) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
(x) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) found love
( ) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) mooned someone
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) suffered through teenage heartbreak
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe

WORK/SCHOOL
( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
(x) waited until one day before to begin a project
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
(x) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) took an honors/advanced class
( ) broke the dress code
( ) jacked off/fingered in class
( ) sent to the principles office for misbehavior
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x) failed a class
(x) cut class
(x) kicked someone in the testes
(x) skipped school
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
( ) discovered a new talent
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
( ) embarassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) intentionally tripped someone at school
( ) were intentionally tripped by someone
( ) got lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
( ) were involved in something you'll never forget
( ) graduated from high school!

OTHER
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
(x) seen a live concert
(x) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on MySpace
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
( ) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
() laughed till you peed in your pants (LOL)
(x) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) broke in a line of waiting people
( ) volunteered to help out others
( ) visted a new state
(x) told someone you were busy when you werent
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) drove the car drunk
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
( ) almost got arrested
( ) prank called someone
( ) saw a college football game in person

name:
michelle

Single or Taken:
taken

Happy about that:
ecstatic

Eye color:
brown

Shoe size:
8

Height:
5'8"

What are you wearing right now?:
boy shorts and sweater

Righty or lefty:
Righty.

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FAVORITES

Kind of pants:
jeans

Animal:
snake

Drink:
amaretto sours and some fucking amazing drinks they make at this place

Month:
january idk meng

Juice:
orange

Favorite cartoon:
bebop, furuba, naruto, bleach, etc

HAVE YOU EVER:

Given anyone a bath:
nnnoooo

Bungee Jumped?
NOOOOOOOOOOOO

Made yourself throw-up?
mhmm

loved someone so much it made you cry?
i love someone who wouldnt maek me cry...not yet at least

Played truth or dare:
of course

Been on a plane:
a few times

Came close to dying:
when i let my brother in law drive me to work mhmm mhmm mhmm

Been in a hot tub?
Yes.

Fallen asleep in school:
Yes.

Ran away:
ya for like 2 hours

Broken someone's heart:
idk

Cried when someone died:
yes

Fell off your chair:
teehee

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?
yea i do that every once in a while to make sure alex gets home ok

Saved AIM conversations:
nope

Used someone:
ummm kinda

Been cheated on:
yep

WHAT IS:

Beside you:
my bed

Last thing you ate:
chocolate pyramid teehee

Ever Had:

Chicken pox:
i think so

Sore Throat:
i will probably get one soon me thinks

Stitches:
yea

Broken nose:
hahaha

Do You:

Believe in love at first sight:
nope

Long distance Relationships:
believe in them? yes i think ppl can make it work. am i in one? no. would it work out between us if we were in one? probably but only cuz i wouldnt stand being away from him so id just go with him

Like school:
not really

Question yourself:
everyday

Who was the last person that called you?
alex

Who makes you smile the most:
alex

Who knows you the best:
alex

Do you like filling these out:
yep cuz im such a loser

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses:
glasses only when i read or doing surveys

Do you get along with your family:
nope. only with my cousins...well most of them not all though

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Final Questions:

What did you do yesterday
alex? no umm i think i oh yea went to eat at my aunts house then played a lil bit of pool then i mightve hung out with alex a my house for a lil bit

What car/truck do you wish to have:
slr mcclaren

Have a lava lamp?
pfft no

How many remote controls are in your house?:
idk but half of them dont work

Are you double jointed?
i think my thumbs r

When you last showered:
today

Scary or Funny Movies:
funny

Chocolate or Vanilla:
chocolate

Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper:
both i find disgusting

Summer or winter:
winter

Silver or Gold:
gold- white gold though

Diamond or pearl:
diamond

Sprite or 7up:
sprite

Coffee or tea:
tea

Phone or in person:
person

Today did you:

1. Talk to someone you liked:
my b/f

2. Buy something:
ummmmm no

3. Get sick:
not yet

8. Talked to an ex:
pfft fuck that shit nigguh

9. Miss someone?
kinda

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Last person who:

10. Slept in your bed:
me?

11. Saw/heard you cry:
alex

12. Made you cry?
mother

13. Went to the movies with:
alex?

15. Said "I Love You" to:
alex

16. Ever been in a fight with your pet:
hahahaha no i dont have one

18. Been to Canada:
nope

20. Been to Europe:
nope

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Random:

21. Do you have a crush on someone right now:
im in love

22. what book are you reading now:
not reading any atm

24. Future kids names:
roxas, axel, and naminé teehee...ok no but alex said he would let those names b the middle names hahahaha gosh im retarded

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:
uh no i never have. i sleep with 3 pillows though, and i find it necessary to hug them or else i get nightmares

26. What's under your bed:
the floor

27. Favorite sports to watch:
ummmm any i dont care, but i prefer to not watch

28. Favorite Locations:
idk id have to travel first

29. Tattoos or piercings:
tattoos, ill b getting mine within the month yayyyyyy

30. What are you most scared of right now?:
doing something fun lol. mother m ight kill me

31. Who do you really hate?
myself

32. Do you have a job?:
mhmm and i adore it

33. Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with:
of course

36. Are you lonely right now?:
no

38. Song that's stuck in your head right now?:
umm none

42. Have you ever been on radio/TV:
no

43. Have you ever been in a mosh-pit:
not willingly but i get out quick

44. Ever liked someone, but thought they never noticed?:
of course, but i only thought that cuz they really didnt notice teehee
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Random:

what color is your underwear right now?
baby blue

Whats the first things you notice about the opposite sex?
height, eyes, cologne

Your Favorite Food?:
pablos food

Ever got so drunk you dont remember?:
everytime i get drunk that happens lol

Are you too shy to ask someone out?:
kinda, but im old fashioned and i think the guy should always bthe one to do it

Hugs or Kisses?
kissing while hugging

Dogs or cats?:
fuck that

Favorite Flower?:
white rose

Have you ever fired a gun?
not yet

How many pillows do you sleep with?
3, 2 if alex is there

What do you crave right now?:
pizza actually

Do you think (any of) your ex(s) miss you?
absolutely not lol

i think its funny how most of my answers r my b/f or alex. lol but yea. it took me days to finish all these surveys mhm mhmm mhmm. i work wed- mon this week and i love it. my paycheck is gonna b amazing. xmas was pretty good. my aunt came down from atl so i was really fucking busy cleaning and running errands with alex helping me and shit but yea. im gonna b getting my tat soon so thats always good. i havent told mother yet but im probably gonna tell her like the day b4 or something. itll happen by the end of january so yea. and ummm thats pretty much all i gots to say. ill b seeing u guys soon...i hope lol

chibi_elle @ 2006-12-20T23:55:00

2006-12-21T05:27:04Z

1. Do you drink milk?
no i refuse to. actually IF i do its like fat free cuz thats what mother got me used to

2. Do you prefer apple or orange juice?
orange juice mmmm screw drivers

3. Do your computer speakers plug into the back of your PC or your monitor?
Back of my PC

4. How many clocks are in your house?
umm my iHome?

5. How about the room yer in right now?
my computer?

6. How often do you check your email?
at least once a day

7. Do you live by yourself?
not yet

8. What's the most you've ever won on a scratcher?
fuck that shit

9. What's the nearest food to you right now?
i have some sushi some rice and some chicken and some water

11. Do you know what a plecostamous is?
no thats pretty much useless to me....i think

12. Have you ever watched a sunrise rise over the ocean?
nope but i watch the sunrise in my room, im not looking out my window though i can just c the light through my window

13. How many messages are in your inbox/outbox on your phone?
i would chekc but im on the phone

14. Do you prefer wooden or mechanical pencils?
mechanical

15. What's on your feet right now?
socks

16. Do you have one best friend, or a lotta good friends
a lot of good friends, and my boyfriend is like my best friend too

17. Snapple or SoBe?
SoBe- thats what i drank to keep me up while playing khII

18. Where do you buy birthday/christmas cards?
i used to get them at walgreens and shit but i think from now on ill get them at spencers :)

19. What's your take on "puppy love"?
Whatever

20. Do you enjoy breaking hearts?
no i dont but i enjoy making ppl cry cuz im an evil bitch BOAHAHAHAHA

21. What date/time was the last text you recieved?
idk i think it was today while i was at work

22. When's the last time you sent a text?
today at work in response to the text i received at work

23. Do you believe there is only one "right" religion?
no

24. What's your favorite planet, besides this one?
mars and/or saturn

25. Does anything special happen for you on March 15th?
no

26. If you could get back in touch with one person you've lost touch with, who would it be?
im working on that one now

27. What type of internet connection do you use?
the worse one

28. Do you vote for city-related issues?
no

29. Do you say 'ya'll', 'you guys', 'dudes', or something else when addressing more than one friend at a time?
u guys and dudes

30. Would you want marijuana legalized if it meant alcohol would be illegal?
no pfft

31. Have you ever been to the Vatican?
wow no

32. Have you ever waved at someone who was waving at you, only to realize they were waving at someone else?
hahahahahaha hahahaha HAHAHAHA thats funny....yea

33. What did you do?
idk probably made fun of myself for being such an idiot

34. How many remote controls are in your house, and what are they for?
well there r a whole bunch but only like 3 work

35. Do you mainly use use your house phone or your cell phone?
my cell, my house phones dont work except for the one in mothers room and there is no reason for me to b in there

36. How many 2005 calenders are in your house?
none

37. Do you take baths or showers?
Showers

38. Do you take quizzes in magazines?
no but i take online quizzes all the time cuz im a lsoer with no life mhmm mhmm mhmm

40. Do you buy bananas when they're green so they won't go bad as fast?
No

41. Do you do anything for a bad sunburn?
i dont get bad sunburns i just usually turn black

42. Do use mouthwash? If so, what kind?
listerine but i want to try that orange listerine one thingy w/e

43. What noises reach your ears right now?
alexs voice lol

44. Have you ever been to Grand Canyon?
not yet maybe later on in life

45. Have you ever been to a national park (i.e. Yellowstone, Yosemite, etc)?
nope maybe later on in life

46. How old are your parents?
mother issssssssssssssss ummmmm 38? yea i think she is

47. Does anyone have the keys to your heart?
omfg that sounds so fucking gay but yes

48. Have you ever had to run for your life?
eh no not yet

49. Is there an empty place in your heart?
not really

50. Have you ever been to a family reunion?
all the time woohoo i hate them

51. Have you ever scraped a pipe?
wtf no

52. Do you prepare soup in the microwave or on the stove?
stove

53. Is it sunny out right now?
no its like 12:13 am

54. Do you have a catnip plant in your house?
no

55. Do you use surge protectors?
yes i do

56. Do you pay attention to the stock market?
no

57. Do you take precautions against contracting West Nile Virus?
no

58. Do you meditate?
at work i do this lil thingy there to calm me down

59. If your lover cheated on you and profusely apologized, would you accept them back into your life?
honestly i wouldnt want to, i have my pride so even if i want the mo fo back i wouldnt, but idk cuz if i really love the person who knows what i might do. besides ppl change, ppl learn from their mistakes and the mistakes of others, and maybe something like that is meant to happen to teach everyone involved a lesson

60. Do you eat carbs?
all the time

61. If you could be one animal for the rest of your life, what would you pick?
rabbit ;)

62. Are you the kinda person who will search the entire room for the remote because you don't wanna change it on the TV?
yea mostly cuz if i change the channel on the tv then itll skip 40 channels

63. Has your insurance gone up because of something on your DMV record?
no

64. Have you ever gone too work/school drunk?
umm if i get a night class or something i might go to class drunk but i havent yet

65. Is it all about YOU?
yea pretty much lol

66. Are you allergic to any insect bites?
umm i think i am but only from like ant bites

67. Are you allergic to any kind of food/medicine?
some foods

68. Have you ever swam in Lake Tahoe?
no

69. If you could hug one person right now, who would it be?
alex

70. Are you in debt?
yes

71. When you say "often" do you pronounce the "T" or leave it silent?
i think i pronounce the t

72. If you could have a plane ticket to anywhere right now, where would you go?
japan

74. How many pairs of socks do you own?
quite a few

75. How often do you do laundry?
like once a week

76. What do you think of Arnold Schwarzenegger?
i dont think about him

77. Do you own your own car, pink slip and all?
nope mommy dearest paid the down payment and i pay the monthly so no and itll never b mine even if i pay most of it off just cuz she doesnt feel like letting it b mine :)

78. Has anyone ever given you jewelery on Christmas?
yea i think

79. Do you count down the days till anything?
yea when my video games will b released :):):):):):):):)

chibi_elle @ 2006-12-18T00:38:00

2006-12-18T05:46:33Z

ok sooooo

anyone interested in going with me to taste of chaos??

im planning on buying my ticket sometime this week bcuz i MUST go!

it is on march 9, and the headliners r the used and 30 seconds to mars. other bands include Senses Fail, Saosin, Chiodos, Aiden, Evaline and More

aaaaaaaaaand i completely forgot where its gonna b but whoever is interested can go online to www.tasteofchaos.com and look it up. or ticketmaster or something.

so plz let me know if any of u r interested by like wed-thur. last time the used were headlining they were sold out pretty fast and i MUST GO!!!!!

ttyl
aishiteru

OMFG

2006-12-05T06:34:11Z

IM GONNA C INCUBUS LIVE!!

chibi_elle @ 2006-11-30T08:34:00

2006-11-30T08:34:49Z

1. Write any lines from any 30 songs you want.
2. Sit back and let everyone guess.
3. Once a song is guessed correctly, cross it out.

1. “I can remember when I first realized dreams where the only place to see them”

2.“ cool these engines, calm these jets, I ask you how hot can it get”

3.“there’s comfort in my dark scene, and chaos in the eyes”

4.“I try to be not like that but some people really suck”

5.“or write me off, cause I’d rather starve now if you wont open up”

6.“such a brilliant star you are”

7.“lets keep toasting to innocence and drown our regret”

8.“your honesty is like a back that hides a knife”

9.“I let go, there’s just no one that gets me like you do”

~~10.“the threat is real when his sight goes red again”~~

11.“I’m only complaining to keep myself busy, sweetie”

12.“I got no secret purpose, I don’t seem obvious, do i?”

13.“these smiling eyes are just a mirror for…”

14.“I don’t know your face no more, or feel the touch that I adore”

15.“And I listen for the whisper, Of your sweet insanity, while I formulate denials of your affect on me”

16.“everyone knows the last toes are always the coldest to go”

17.“you don’t care about how I feel, I don’t feel it anymore”

18.“cut the bandages, remove the oxygen, hey man what’s with that stupid grin”

19.“but I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before, before you”

20.“I’m the son of rage and love”

21.“I know I cant tame you, but I just keep trying”

22.“want to vanish inside your kiss, everyday I love you more and more”

23.“in my eyes, indisposed, in disguises no one knows”

24.“her Hitler hairdo is making me feel ill”

25.“there are many things that I would like to say to you but I don’t know how”

~~26.“she’s beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego”~~

27.“no sex, no drugs, no life, no love, when it comes to today”

28.“but I’m never sure why I need you. Please to meet you”

29.“what can I do, I can not breathe, my heart is torn, for all to see”

30.“open fire on my knees desires, what I need from you”

i think i made this one kinda easy but ill make another one when this one is done. :)

ttyl
aishiteru

chibi_elle @ 2006-11-22T08:29:00

2006-11-22T08:29:59Z

SURVEY
Body: Two Names You Go By OTHER Than Your Real First Name:
1) elle
2) michi?

Two Things That Scare You:
1) rollercoasters
2) big dogs

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1) alexs sweater
2) shorts

Two Things You Want in a Relationship other than Real Love:
1) alex
2) alex

Two Things that Appeal to You In a Guy/Girl:
1) height
2) i love it when guys where good cologne...alex always smells good, thanks to me shiiit, i bought him his new cologne

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation:
1) japan
2) indiana

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1) looking for a side job
2) trying to find a place to live

Two people I haven't talked to in a while:
1) elaine?
2) martha?

Two favorite animals:
1) snakes
2) iguanas

Two Reasons you're doing this survey:
1) something to do b4 i knock out
2) felt like doing a survey

Spell your name without vowels:
mchll

How many pairs of jeans do you own?:
umm like 5

What color(s) do you wear most often?:
black

Last song heard on the radio?:
noise and kisses on the ipod

What's for dinner tonight?:
napple pie and a quart of vanilla ice cream

Are you happy with your life right now?:
my friends and my b/f make me happy...and my job...everything else...sucks teehee

Tell me a secret about one of your siblings:
my sister had a kid but i dont think thats a secret

Who did you last call on your cell phone?:
alex

In what state or country do you want to go to school after high school?
USA

Do you shop at stores like Hollister, Abercrombie?
all the time

How do you make money?:
i work as a hostess at a japanese place

Last thing you bought over 50 dollars?
the abercrombie clothes the other day

How's the weather?
very fucking cold

When do you start summer break?
next year

One word to describe you?
annoying

Favorite pair of shoes?
my mother has these white really really big high heels that r like super fucking hot. i wore them for graduation and like my bday but they hurt like a bitch so im not wearing them anymore

Do you own big sunglasses?
lol yea and george hates them on me

Do you find yourself attractive?
sometimes...like today i went to mcdonalds and 2 guys hit on me but im in like alexs huge sweater, no make up, hair is a mess lol

What would you rather be doing right now?
playing XII at alexs house

What should you be doing right now?
sleeping

Last text message you received?:
margie telling me abuot an interview at hollister and that its cold outside

The Five Ws:

WHO

Who was the first person you wanted to be like?: when i was younger i wanted to b like mother just cuz i was very much not the person i am now. i dont want to b like her now, not that she doesnt have any good qualities but id much rather just b myself, though the me from the past was just like ewww

Who do you think raised you the most: your mom or dad?: mother.

Who have you not been completely honest with lately?: mother

Who is the last person in your family to die?: abuelo

Who do you think is the most attractive person you know?: alex! teehee i love my b/f

Who are you willing to die for?: quite a few ppl they know who they r

Who has a crush on you right now?: alex loves me...cuz im amazing...its impossible to not love me, shiiit

Who do you want to get to know more?: ummm idk

Who would star as you in the movie about your life?: me

Who did you go to your senior prom with?: i went with some guy i had a crush on but i kinda avoided him the whole time cuz he was too weird and rude and just wanted ass and so no

Who is the nicest person you've ever met?: ummm actually probably akiko. everyone is seriously too good to me though, but akiko is just good to everyone.

Who taught you how to ride a bike?: i remember riding it a lot when i was younger with my abuelo

Who has been annoying you lately?: me

Who do you regret ever knowing?: no1 really, i dont even regret meeting the anti-christ cuz its allthanks to him that ive been able to have so much happiness even though things tend to go horribly wrong for me ::Sigh::

Who do you think will read this when you're done?: probably abu to do it himself and maybe pilar will do it too lol

WHAT

What's your bedroom's colour scheme?: blue

What kind of ice do you prefer: cubed or crushed?: Crushed.

What languages do you speak fluently?: English and spanish and working on a lil japanese

What about you sets you apart from the crowd?: ummm my randomness?

What impact have you made, however big or small?: none lol

What is your favourite game show?: who wants to b a millionaire! that show is awesome

What would you most likely go to jail for?: probably for doing something stupid while drunk in public

What is the first thing you do when you get your paycheck cashed?: hide it lol

What are you most uncomfortable with about yourself?: im not really uncomfy i dont think

What's the first thing that you notice about someone?: height probably

What celebrity do people tell you that you look like?: no1 lol im unique....

What is the first thing you do when you wake up?: go back to sleep again

What's one thing people would never expect you to do?: haha i actually did it though...i ran away didnt i? didnt last long but w/e

What do you hope to accomplish in your lifetime?: being filthy fucking rich

WHEN

When did you lose your first tooth?: i have no fucking idea

When did you lose your virginity?: damnit bro....we'll c we'll c...

When is the last time you puked?: i did almost puke this saturday when life sucked cuz my uncle and i went to pick up my watch at alexs house. he drove my car and he sucks at life and driving and shit and he kept making me nervous and nauseous and shit. at one point he ran over a dead dog. ugh it was horrible

When do you want to get married?: i would like to get married young actually but idk we'll c. i have to graduate first and stuff so yea

When do you think you'll die?: never

When is the appropriate time to bring up bad news?: im a very curious person so i like to know things asap, but i wont tell anyone any bad news...ill avoid doing the dirty work somehow

When was the last time you visited a doctor?: ummm i havent gone for like uuufff forever

When is it the easiest for you to fall asleep?: when im depressed and crying, since crying makes me sleepy. i can b tired actually and i still wont b able to fall asleep

When do you usually wake up?: whenever i want or have plans to do something

When did you take Algebra 1 -- and pass?: umm 9th grade?

When did you start learning about puberty?: bro i dont remember was it elementary?

When is your parents' anniversary?: i dont think they had one but even if they did y would i know? its not any of my business ::sigh::

When did you get tired of answering these questions?: not yet

WHERE

Where were you when the first 9/11 attacks happened?: school during lunch, i think i had first lunch that year too

Where did you have your first kiss?: my room

Where do you feel the most comfortable?: wherever im with my friends and b/f

Where is the last place you found something you'd lost?: i havent lost anything...i cant find my ffVII but i think drbob has it so its ok

Where do you like to go for fun?: anywhere but here

Where would you take someone for a first date?: umm anywhere

Where do you refuse to go?: nicaragua

Where do you keep the things you don't want people to find?: at georges house lol

Where is the party usually at?: i dont do parties

Where is the perfect place to get to know someone?: ummm idk work?

Where is the last place you broke up with someone?: over the phone, cuz im a coward and stupid. shit if i had known how happy he was gonna make me i wouldve stayed, but things worked out for the better :)

Where do you wish you lived?: on my own, well with roommates preferably, with george actually would b good. i dont know how living with anyone else would b...im pretty difficult but george keeps me in check, well actually alex does too lol

Where was your secret hiding spot as a kid?: i didnt really have anything to hide lol

Where did or do you go to school?: FIU

Where are you going after this?: sleep

WHY

Why are you in the position that you're in?: cuz im in bed

Why would you give someone five dollars?: if my friends needed it...

Why aren't you out doing something else?: cuz its 3 am and there will b no more going out for michelle for she is dead broke and needs to save up as much as possible as fast as possible

Why are gas prices so high?: bcuz life sucks

Why is the sky blue?: bcuz thats the color i want it to b nigguh

Why do you think JFK was assassinated?: pfft idk

Why would anyone go out of their way to please someone?: to make that person happy

Why are you on MySpace?: cuz its addictive

Why do or don't you like the current president?: man i really fucking love the chili peppers

Why do you cry at movies?: i cry mostly in anime and video games and shit. like mostly when someone dies like sarutobi-sensei(abduuuuuuul!!! u know what i mean), and hughes, and when they make u think that neji and chouji were gonna die, and when axel sacrificed himself, i teared up when roxas saw sora in that thingy he was in and was all like "i guess my summer vacation really is over", and i almost cried when i though cloud was gonna die in advent children, and when spike died, and yea ok sorry

Why would you fall in love with someone?: bcuz he makes me so fucking happy and he is there for me and puts up with my shit and my annoyingness and cuz i really want to make him happy

Why do you talk the way you do?: cuz....i...am....michelle?

Why are you single (or taken)?: cuz im in love

Why are you happy to be done?: im not i want more surveys damnit!

THIRTEEN RANDOM THINGS YOU LIKE:

.: food
.: driving
.: my friends/b/f
.: playing ffXII
.: working hard
.: hardly working
.: my new bras
.: listening to music
.: anime
.: playing pool
.: myspace
.: my younger cousins
.: money

TWELVE MOVIES:

.: advent children
.: the fifth element
.: interview with a vampire
.: boondock saints
.: kill bill vol1
.: kill bill vol2
.: the last samurai
.: anastacia
.: house of flying daggers
.: ever after
.: knocking on heavens door
.: the prestige

ELEVEN GOOD BANDS/ARTISTS:

.: the used
.: mcr
.: incubus
.: afi
.: tbs
.: chili peppers
.: red jumpsuit apparatus
.: panic!
.: 30 seconds
.: system of a down
.: asian kung fu generation

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU:

.: i can b very annoying sometimes, and ill annoy myself especially
.: i want to move out
.: i love my b/f
.: i decided on my major
.: i need to finish ffXII
.: im gonna apply for a seasonal job at hollister to make some xmas money
.: apple pies from mcdonalds r my comfort foods
.: and so is jello
.: i hate bad drivers
.: i love music

NINE GOOD FRIENDS :

.: george
.: alex
.: margie
.: lily
.: akiko
.: jennifer
.: abdul
.: elias
.: alan

EIGHT FAVORITE FOODS/DRINKS :

.: sushi
.: beef ceviche
.: italian
.: pan cubano
.: water
.: amaretto sours
.: comfort foods (apple pies, jello, happy meals, ice cream, 61)
.: cheese

SEVEN THINGS YOU WEAR DAILY:

.: bra
.: jeans
.: socks
.: shoes
.: shirt
.: a lil bit of makeup lately...not too much cuz i look retarded
.: purse

SIX THINGS THAT YOU HATE:
.: ppl
.: bad drivers
.: going through a really long area that doesnt have any save points only in the beginning and right when ur about to fight the boss so if ur trying to fucking lvl u have to go all the way back just to fucking save and then all the way back to where u r more than 3 times
.: the fact that im super fucking curious
.: i doubt myself too easily
.: not having anything to eat....ever

FIVE THINGS YOU DO DAILY:

.: shower
.: brush teeth
.: play ffXII
.: talk on the phone
.: go online

FOUR SHOWS YOU WATCH:

.: naruto
.: bleach
.: ouran
.: ergo proxy

THREE PEOPLE YOU'VE KISSED:

.: alex
.: dennis
.: matthew

TWO THINGS YOU WANT:

.: apartment
.: endless supply of food

ONE PERSON YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW:

.: alex
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i felt like doing surveys teehee

ttyl
aishiteru

chibi_elle @ 2006-11-17T11:07:00

2006-11-17T11:07:17Z

i cant sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

so i picked out my classes for the next 3 semesters. lets just c if they r available. i think they will b. my enrollment appointment is in 3 and a 1/2 hours. no more morning classes for me either. what ill do is stick to having classes only 2 days a week. then ask for those days off at work and work every other day. i think it will work out ok. i already picked out my major. i just have to go talk to an advisor or something to figure out which classes i should take and whatnot besides the basic introductory classes.

idk y i cant sleep but im seriously frustrated. i dont want to work tom but i have to. i didnt want to work today cuz i was gonna b a waitress but thank god i did. i made 100 bucks and we were pretty slow. but it felt hectic cuz i would get like 3 tables at the same time with 2 other tables still waiting on their dinners yet i couldnt get it to them cuz i had to go to the new tables to get their drinks and all that bullshit.

and i know this is gonna sound all gay and shit but my b/f seriously makes me happy. hes kinda like...idk too good to me. im so fucking annoying sometimes and i talk a lot of shit and idk bro. w/e im very happy. i think its funny though cuz like my boss is sometimes like trying to get us separated at work, and its not like were all over each other at all. in fact, we r pretty well behaved at work. but for w/e reason we just end up distracting each other somehow so yea. but shes really cool with it. he lets us leave at the same time and shit and sometimes we leave a lil bit early just so we can have fun b4 i must return to the claws of the dark one.

i need someone to go with me to AFI...but now that i heard the new mcr album i want to c them live again at bake sale. but the bake sale lands on alexs bday so i want to b with him. umm i want to go to incubus next year, chili peppers, and taste of chaos 07.

ummmmmm i think im gonna go listen to the black parade now.

ttyl
aishiteru

chibi_elle @ 2006-11-08T06:11:00

2006-11-08T06:11:48Z

You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.

No.
Explanations.
1. Yourself: tired

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: great

3. Your hair: long

4. Your mother/stepmother: bipolar

5. Your father/stepfather: n/a

6. Your favorite item: ffXII

7. Your dream last night: rape

8. Your favorite drink: alcohol

9. Your dream car: mercedes

10. The room you are in: cold

11. Your Ex: devil

12. Your fear: roaches

13. What you want to be in 10 years: alive

14. Who you hung out with last night: me

15. What you're not: nice

16. Muffins: chocolate

17: One of your wish list items: apartment

18: Time: late

19. The last thing you did: ffXII

20. What you are wearing: black

21. Your favorite weather: breezy

22. Your favorite book: memoirs

23. The last thing you ate: sandwich

24. Your life: exhausting

25. Your mood: tired

26. Your best friend: george

27. What are you thinking about right now?: food

28. Your car: damaged

29. What are you doing at the moment?: phone

30. Your summer: good

31. Your relationship status: relationship

32. What is on your TV?: video1

33. What is the weather like?: retarded

34. When is the last time you laughed?: now

teehee

chibi_elle @ 2006-11-04T07:51:00

2006-11-04T07:51:44Z

1) Are you in a complicated relationship?
not at all its quite simple really....he loves me cuz im fucking amazing teehee

2) Do you hate more than 3 people?
anderson sometimes goddamnit so annoying

3) How many houses have you lived in?
4

4) Favorite candy bar?
twix

5) Is your stomach growling?
yea im always hungry

6) Have you ever tripped someone?
lmao i do it all the time hahahaha but i get it done to me more often than not

7) Least favorite school subject?
anything related to numbers

8) How many pairs of shoes do you own?
too many that i might not have for long ::sigh::

9) Do you own a Britney Spears CD?:
yea i do the one with toxic

10) Have you ever thrown up in public?:
umm no i do it all in private

11) Name one thing that is always on your mind:
lately ffXII, sex, anime, and yea

12) Favorite genre of music?:
rock

13) What is your zodiac sign?
taurus

14) What time were you born?
idk mother found me in the garbage

15) Do you like beer?
no but i can actually drink killians irish beer or w/e, or i can drink any and all beer if im already drunk

16) Have you made a prank phone call?
yea but nothing too memorable

17) What is the most embarassing CD you own?
i dont have any emabarassing cds....anymore

18) Are u sarcastic?
no im awesome

19) What is/are your favorite color(s)?:
black

20) How many watches do you own?:
like 2

21) Summer or winter?
i would love to experience a real winter

22) Is anyone in love with you?
of course i have admirers all over the world....ok no j/k

23) Favorite color to wear?:
black i think i look good in that color....only

24) Pepsi or Sprite?
pepsi but mother prefers i drink sprite better

25) Are you close to a window?
right in front of one

26) Where is your second home?
shibui

27) Have you ever slapped someone?:
not yet well alex and stuff but not seriously...well when im drunk i hit hard and ive smacked him a couple tims so yea

28) Ever make up a question on a survey?
tried lol

29) How many lamps are in your bedroom?:
none i have a lil fan with 4 lightbulbs

30) How many video games do you own?:
a few most im playing ffXII atm

31) What was your first pet?
never had one

32) Where do you want to live when your older?
away from mother

33) Do looks matter?
yes but ppl have different tastes

34) Do you use chapstick?:
nope

35) What are your plans for the day?
go to work, come home, same as every other night from now on ::sigh::

36) American Eagle or Abercrombie?:
hollister nigguh

37) Are you too forgiving?:
no

38) Was there a question here?? i
?????????????????????

39) Do you own something from Hot Topic?:
a few band t-shirts and my i love anime shirt

40) Favorite breakfast meal?:
i dont eat breakfast but one thing i love about going to orlando is that we always pass by cracker barrel or w/e

41) Do you own a gun?:
not yet ill get one once i move out on my own but if there was one in this house...i wouldnt live too long

42) Ever thought you were in love?:
umm ..... teehee.....heeeheeeheee

43) When was the last time you cried?
a few hours ago

44) What did you do 2 nights ago?
probably worked and came home

45) Olive Garden?
breadsticks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

46) Have you ever called your teacher mommy?
i think i mightve like in elementary but no1 heard except me and shit

47) Have you ever been in a castle?:
magic kingdom? ::sigh:: not yet...ill own one soon enough

48) Nicknames?
bitch, slut, skank, no j/k elle

49) Do you know anyone named Bertha?
hahah no.

50) Ever been to Kentucky?
ummm...no

51) Do you own something from Banana Republic?:
i think so, i know i have some underwear from there lol

52) Are you thinking about somebody right now?:
::sigh:: my love is sick

53) Ever called somebody Boo?:
no and if he ever calls me that ill brak up with him on the spot....well no not really but ill tell him thats gay and to never call me that again

54) Do you own a diamond ring?
no ::sigh:: i loooove diamonds

55) Do you want to witness a tornado?
no im good thanks.

56) Are you happy with your life right now?
certain aspects of it. there is one thing that isnt letting me b completely happy but just being around those i love helps me forget all my problems

57) Do you like your hair?
its dead too....dull idk

58) Does anyone have a crush on you?:
teehee

59) Favorite Number?
6

60) What were you doing in May of 1994?
i dont remember past last week

61) Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD?
...no

62) McDonalds or Wendys?
mcdonalds fries with wendys burgers

63) On aim right now?
always

64) Are you closer to your mother or father?:
neither

65) Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex?:
height, like they have to b taller than me. and then eyes play a big part but yea

66) Are you afraid of the dark?
absolutely actually im too scared

67) Have you ever eaten paste?
LOL probably when i was younger

69) Have you ever stripped?:
not yet....maybe if u know....margie comes over......teehee

70) Ever broken a bone?:
hahaha

71) Are you religious?:
i believe in myself cuz im fucking amazing....i need to stop talking shit already bro im so fucking annoying

72) Do you chat on AIM often?
whenever i can

73) Pringles or Lays?:
PRINGLES PRINGLES PRINGLES

74) Have you ever broken someones heart?:
im sure ive hurt ppl unintentionally but i dont really think ive broken anyones heart

75) What will you eat next?
whatever i get at work tom

76) Full House or The Brady Bunch?:
full house i guess

77) Did you like your high school guidance counselor?:
anything related to my high school i hate...except alan...and jarek...and bryan....and audrey....oh wait all of u guys went to braddock too j/k and u guys too

78) Has anyone ever called you a tease?
hehehehe me??? no!!! hello im a good girl! i behave.....

79) Do you have a birth mark?
a few... but ud have to look for them...they r hidden ;)

80) where the hell did question 80 go?
idk

81) Can you cook?
yea which reminds me i have to try alex's cooking

82) 3 things that annoy you?
-mother
-bad drivers
-ignorant ppl

83) Do you text message often?:
too much

84) Money or love?
love

85) Do you have any scars?
1

86) What do you wish right now?
i want to c alex

87) Do you enjoy scary movies?
no

88) Relationships or one night stands?:
Relationships.

89) Big Red or Juicy Fruit?:
Juicy Fruit

90) Do you enjoy greasy food?:
hell fuck yea nigguh shit tastes good yo

91) Have you seen all the Rocky movies?:
nope

92) Do you own a box of crayons?
nope i only color at work and i use kiana's crayon thingies teehee

93) Ever had sex in a public place?:
not yet

94) Who was the last person you said i love you to?
probably george

95) Who was the last person that made you mad?:
who else?

96) Who was the last person that made you cry?:
who else?

97) Who was the last person that made you laugh?:
alex

98) Who was the last person that texted you?
alex

99) Who was the last person to call you?
alex

100) Who's your cell phone provider?
T-Mobile

got out of the nalbina dungeons finally

chibi_elle @ 2006-10-25T04:17:00

2006-10-25T04:18:14Z

so....
its official now!

chibi_elle @ 2006-10-24T16:52:00

2006-10-24T21:03:34Z

ok so..........
im sick! lol im telling my brain that the only reason my throat hurts is cuz ive been drinking so much. anyway, this weekend i went out both saturday and sunday and i was drinking both days... ::sigh:: im horrible. but i cant help it. oh and every friday i go play pool with the guys from work and im seriously getting better. im so proud of myself. and i was still kicking ass while drunk too lol. at one point one of the guys for w/e reason was having a hard time making some shots, so i go over and start giving him advice and he starts making in all the shots. it was soooo funny he was all like "ive been playing this game for years and now ur giving me advice?" good times good times

im gonna go play some pool today too for a lil while. after that im gonna go visit alex at work cuz he was asking me when we were gonna hang out and shit and i told him he had to wait till friday at sharpshooters lol. and im gonna take advantage that im there and drink lots and lots of tea for my throat.

ummmm i saw the prestige....OMFG IT WAS GREAT. it was a bit predictable but still it was entertaining. and hugh jackman is hot as fuuuuuuuuuck. i prefer him with long hair though. but alas.....woe is me ::sigh::

ok im off to get ready to kick some ass at pool!

ttyl
aishiteru

chibi_elle @ 2006-10-20T08:20:00

2006-10-20T12:41:16Z

i know this must b annoying but at least now u guys will have something to do when ur bored right? c everything i do i take u guys into consideration lol

1.
T.h.e. W.h.o.s

Who is in the house with you? no1

Who was the last person to IM you? ary

Who are you thinking about now? mother

Who did you last talk to on the phone? alex

Who's house did you last go to? abus on tuesday

Who do you sit next to in your 2nd period class? i dont have a second period

Who is your favorite teacher? ever? idk

Who's birthday is next? ummm ary's? or alans? im not sure which one comes up first

Who was the last person you told you love them? ummm alex?

Who's you favorite relative? jennifer

Who gets on your nerves the most from your school? parking

Who do you hope will take this survey? my dear friends afterall i did this for them lol

T.h.e. W.h.e.r.e.s.

Where do you go to school? FIU

Where do you live? in front of it

Where is your phone? next to my leg

Where are your parents? idk

Where do you sleep? my bed

Where do you shop the most? i guess hollister

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? im not wearing a shirt

Where did you last take a car ride to? home from work

Where in your house are you? my cave

Where did you get this survey? lj

t.h.e. W.h.a.t.s

What was the last thing you ate? pinky no masago

What was the last thing you drank? water

What color pants are you wearing? not wearing pants...shorts? blue

What kind of cell phone do you have? razr

What is the closest item near you that is blue? my shorts they r on me teehee

What do you like about school? nothing

What are you wearing on your feet? nothing

What instant messaging service do you use? AIM

What is your favorite color? black

What is your screen name? nunya

What is your most used away message? blaaaaah

What is your favorite website? myspace?

What is your favorite shoe brand? i guess pumas

What color do you wear the most of? black

What is the last movie watched? dont remember

What song do you currently hear? red jumpsuit apparatus- your gaurdian angel

2.
Type your FIRST REACTION when you hear these 35 words (don't spend time thinking - just your gut reaction please):

1. I need: sex lol
2. Sex: want
3. Relationships: ::sigh::
4. Your Last Ex: the devil?
5. Power: BANKAI
6. Marijuana: ewwww
7. Crack: yuck
8. Food: makes me happy
9. This President: haaha
10. War: anbu.....dont ask for w/e reason my head went to konoha
11. Cars: kakashiiiii i need to fix him
12. Gas Prices: they went down thank god
13. Halloween: ffXII
14. Bon Jovi: the devil likes them
15. Religion: too many problems
16. MySpace: hate to love and love to hate her like a broken record player
17. Worst Fear: failing in my conquest for immortality
18. Marriage: sex
19. Fashion: i want the matching ring for my necklace
20. Brunettes: ummm
21. Redheads: dolls
22: Work: food
23: Pass the time: music
24: Football: fiu and um fought
25: One night Stands: slut
26: Pet Peeve: too many
27: Pixie Stix: eh
28: Vanilla Ice: ice ice baby
29: Porta Potties: oh god never ill use a bush
30: High school: hate that place
31: Pajamas: unnecessary
32. Wood: i need to clean
33. Surfers: airheads
34. Pictures: oh man i need new pics for myspace
35. First Love: ill answer in a few years

3.
1. Are you wearing a necklace?
no

2. Do you like someone right now?
no

3. Who is the main person(s) you talk to at work?
akiko and alex

5. What color is your shirt?
not wearing one

7. What song are you listening to?
red jumpsuit- grim goodbye

8. What was the last mall you went to?
international for georges phone

9. Are you alone?
yep

10. Do you have any older siblings?
no.

11. What is the last thing you ate?
OMFG A PINKY WITH NO MASAGO

12. Who was the last person to come over to your house?
lily

13. Who was the last person to call you?
alex

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
alex

16. What should you be doing?
sleeping

17. Who is the last person you sent a message?
text? alex myspace? i left a comment on lilys

18. Did you go out to eat yesterday?
well i guess it is yesterday already. yea i went to la fritanga with lily lol

19. What are you thinking right now?
im trying not to think anymore it only causes problems lol

20. What color are your shorts?
blue

21. What color is your keyboard?
Black.

22. What do you feel like eating/drinking?
a good breakfast and some orange juice

23. Are you in college?
yea

24. What is the last text you wrote?
if ur bored then get ur ass over here

25. Are you bored?
obviously

26. How many teeth do you have?
im not gonna count

28. Do you wear glasses?
to read

29. What color are your shoes?
most of them r black

31. Last thing you drank?
WATER BRO WATER

33. Who do you love?
they know who they r

35. What are you doing right now?
this survey, listening to music, and feeling my stomach eating itself

37. Do you know how to spell bananas?
....

38. What're the last words you said?
im not sleepy so i wont sleep

39. Do you have clothes on?
i guess

36. Do you like llamas?
i dont dislike them

42. Do you have a cut on your pointer finger?
umm no wtf?

43. Where is your cell phone?
next to my leg

44. Do you have any friends named Skyler?
LMAO no bro

46. Do you have any friends named Axel?
oh u mean my future son?

47. Are you afraid of the dark?
unfortunately

48. Did you used to watch "Are you afraid of the dark"?
yea i used to love that show

49. Does your computer have a mouse?
no i move the thingy with my mind

50. What size shoe do you wear?
8

chibi_elle @ 2006-10-20T07:28:00

2006-10-20T12:17:07Z

ABC's
A - Accidents
01. Have you ever been in a car accident? ::sigh:: no luckily
02. Do you have a lot of scars? nope
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone? not yet
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? LMAO ABUUUU?? alan?? punching me in the twat what an ass pfft
05. Have you ever had stitches? Where? no

B - Beauty
06. Do you consider yourself beautiful? nope
07. Are you self conscious of how you look? very which is y i can never find anything good to wear
08. Do you put on a lot of make-up? i only wear make up when im going out...if i have to but lately ive been wanting to wear some and feel all pretty and shit but w/e
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery? lmao
10. What do you think makes a person beautiful? personality....georges personality sucks LOL

C - Consequences
11. What was the longest amount of time you've been grounded for? 3 months
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion? i wouldnt have an abortion but im sure id lose it cuz mother would drag my by the hair to the top of the stairs and push me
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people? too much but i tend to think ppl dont care what i do anyway so w/e
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? depends on who is punishing me
15. What is one thing you wish you didn't do, just because it wasn't worth it in the end? ummm idk really

D - Dealing
16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them? i pick a fight or ignore them
17. Name a time when you had to be strong: i dont think id ever had to anything that would require that....i should stop being so dependent
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? Any kind of abuse at home? no
19. When people at school don't accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react? well b4 i cant really say how i would react but now i wouldnt care
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it. yes and i wont talk about it

E - Experience
21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs? yes and no
22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all? not at all ::sigh::
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far? i guess its been pretty easy, i have no problems or anything just the ones i bring upon myself
24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? i need to b on my own
25. How old do you act? depends on the situation...sometimes i act my age but most of the time i act a lot younger cuz im still very immature

F - Family
26. Is there anyone in your family you don't talk to? Why? my brother and sister and thats a good question
27. If you had to choose, family or friends? i cant
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything? nothing at all
29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them? no
30. How often do you spend 'quality time' with family members? never

G - Growing
31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were? a lil over 5'7 and im not sure
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that? hell yea i have! i think my boobs have gotten bigger lol
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? im still immature, i complain about everything when i should just stfu
34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50? yea but it doesnt matter cuz its gonna happen anyway
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn? absolutely

H - Hope
36. Love - real or not? real
37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist? pessimist
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way? fate

I - Issues
41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness? ummmmm
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability? not yet
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex? nope just bad luck
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? ummmmm
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away? running away?? i have nowhere to run to lol

J - Jokes
46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke). im an asshole! im an asshole!
47. Are you usually the one making people laugh, or the other way around? i try but im unsuccessful
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard? yea lol
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day.: i have a few but i dont wanna write them down
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? lol no i wouldnt really talk much during school

K - Knowledge
51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends? to learn
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average? most think im stupid cuz of the way i act, im not THAT stoopid i promise
53. What was the highest grade you have recieved (full course mark)? And the lowest? a and d?
54. What was your last average? umm thats a good question
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)? history

L - Love
56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before? no and no
57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)? no but i do
58. Is love worth it? it must b
59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they 'love' someone that they've been dating for a few months? yea lol
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word? i tell everyone that i love them, by everyone i mean my friends and shit close ones and stuff

M - Money
61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round? it makes my world go round shit nigguh
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money? i am dirt poor or will b once i move out
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to? im saving up to move out
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with? id love for the second one but im really picky so who knows if itll happen
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you? 9.98

N - Naughty
66. Are you a virgin? fuck me bro yes bro yes
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you're not going out with? lmao gee i wonder...
68. Do you know anybody you consider a 'slut'? What makes you say that? umm a few ppl i used to know oh no wait alex is a slut
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more? Or are you okay with everything you have done? i didnt do anything in the past...ive been too much of a good girl but i wouldnt change that
70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? You can't say both! in my mind....

O - Openness
71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? depends on the person and how i feel around them
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? wow i trust ppl too easily
73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason? everyone is different and should b given the benefit of the doubt
74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually? havent been and itll b hard to get me to that point.
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what's the limit of what you can tell them? family: nothing friends: i tell them mostly everything except for things they dont need to know

P - Positive
76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn't necessarily end positivetly? yea
77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all? i guess
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be? look somewhere up there for the answer to this
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything? im sure its possible
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? LMAO yea i dated the devil and met the best ppl in the world

Q - Questions
81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? im very dependent on ppl
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation? i do but we will never know the real answer so i give up
83. Do you think the government is truthful? If you could ask the president one question, what would it be? absolutely not and i wouldnt bother
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go? it depends who did what
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to? what causes those crop circle thingies?

R - Respect
86. How do you show respect? by being respectful?
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them? ill tell u when i lose all respect for someone
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures? ummm i guess
89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment? depends what i do exactly
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness? there r some ppl that say really mean things or make mean jokes but i just laugh it off cuz fuck it, if they hate me they hate me

S - School
91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into? sophomore in college
92. When will you graduate high school/college? class of 05 son
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? im at fiu bro
94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it? hate it cuz im being pretty gay right now
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school? no no no

T - Temptation
96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay? im sure i have
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it? yes and yes
98. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it? no
99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn't really know or love? What did you end up doing? well yea but i love this person as a friend very much so. and i did nothing and will do nothing
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independant and strong willed? i wouldnt give in to temptation but im not necessarily stong willed or anything i just dont

U - Unique
101. Would you rather blend in with the crowd or stand out? blend i dont want that much attention..only sometimes lately
102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? yea
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces? w/e is comfy
104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex? i dont give in anymore i just do w/e i want. what i want just so happens to b drinking and shit
105. What makes you different from people your age? im still a virgin? lol

V - Value
106. What's the most expensive thing in your room? my necklace?
107. What's more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people? my loved ones
108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you? my anime? my ps2? my games? my manga?
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab? photo album and baby stuff then mothers jewelry and as much of her stuff as possible...shed b pretty sad and pissed off without them
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future? ummm im really looking forward to the future

W - Wishes
111. If you had three wishes, what would they be? to move out, fall in love, and for me to become who i am supposed to b
112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones? loved ones
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them? no
114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish? no
115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that's meant to happen, will happen? yep

X - Xanga
116. Name all your Xanga's here. n/a
117. Name everything you post on your Xanga. n/a
118. How often do you update, check your subscribers/comments, and change your layout? n/a
119. How many subscribers and subscriptions do you have? n/a
120. The greatest thing about Xanga? n/a

Y - You
121. Are you more independant or social? im becoming more social i guess
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it? my car i love it...but i need to fix it
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things? i must b able to do something good we'll c
125. Do you think people are generally good? no

Z - Zest
126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not? umm it has to get better
127. Are you more outgoing, ready for anything, or boring and shy? outgoing and im down for anything lol
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it? depends whats changing
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people? i guess
130. What is the most motivational thing in the world? anime

so i couldnt sleep so i did this pretty long survey. im really hungry. anyone want to go eat breakfast? lol
ummmmmmm ok im gonna go listen to music now
ttyl
aishiteru

chibi_elle @ 2006-10-20T00:03:00

2006-10-20T04:52:17Z

9 lasts --

1) last kiss: alex
2) last cigarette: kristine
3) last beverage: abus water
4) last movie watched: i dont remember
5) last phone call: alex
6) last trip out of state: atlanta
7) last gf/bf: alex
8) last time you cried: I can't remember
9) last friend you saw: everyone at work

8 have you evers --

1) have you ever dated someone twice: no
2) have you ever been cheated on: yep
3) have you ever kissed someone: Yes
4) have you ever kissed someone you regret: No
5) have you ever fallen in love: no
6) have you ever lost someone: yea
7) have you ever been depressed: Yes
8) have you ever been thrown up on: No

6 things you've done today --

1) hung out with lily
2) ate at la fritanga
3) went to work
4) called alex and told to go to shibui so he can walk me to my car
5) ate akikos amazing desert
6) read manga

5 people you can tell pretty much anything to --

1) george
2) margie
3) lily
4) alex
5) akiko lol
(there r others)

4 favorite colors --

1) black
2) grey
3) blue
4) burgandy

3 people you can't live without --

1) rei
2) naruto
3) ichigo

1 thing you want to do before you die --
watch all of naruto, bleach, and c incubus, the used, and afi live

Basics
Name: michelle

Birthday: stfu

Sign: leave me alone

Hair/Eye Color: Dark Brown for both

Current Location: my cave

Home Town: miami

Job: shibui

Car You Drive: kakashi

Piercings/Tattoos: my ears and none yet

RELATIONSHIPS...
Do you believe in love at first sight? absolutely not

Ever cheated? never will

Have you had sex in the past month? i think at this point its never gonna happen

LASTS..
Person You Called: alex

Person You Hugged: alex

Person You Kissed: what type of kiss?

Laugh You Had: when i laughed at alex boahahaha

Time You Cried: dont remember

Thing You Ate: i think it was a pinky with no masago

Thing You Drank: water

OPPOSITE SEX: LIKES/DISLIKES
Hair/Eye Color: doesnt matter

Height: taller than me

Body: i dont care really

Style: w/e goes with the person

Hugs or Kisses: depends who im getting them from ;)

THIS OR THAT
Tea or Coffee: both

McDonalds Or Burger King: mcdonalds

Football or Rugby: i dont care for either

Ben and Jerry's or Hagen Daz: ice cream is ice cream

Cats or Dogs: cats or huskies

HAVE YOU EVER
Been Drunk: im an alcoholic

Skinny Dipped: never

Had Sex In a Public Place: ::sigh:: y do u have to remind me of my boring existence

Kissed The Same Sex: popped

Said I Love You: all the time

RANDOM
What Are You Wearing: a sweater and shorts

Shoes You Wore Today: my black pumas

Can You Sing: i do it all the time but i suck

Can You Speak Another Language: i can try

HOW MANY PILLOWS DO YOU SLEEP WITH: 3

COMPLETE THE FOLLOWING
Love is... nonexistent for me

Love makes me... idk yet

The glass is half... full

Life is... ::sigh::

so i got the first one from jarek i believe and the second from pilar! thank u guys
im pretty grumpy right now so yea. oh, i wanted to go watch the prestige with the guys from work tom but it wont work out so yea...ill just go to sharpshooters. and then sat im looking forward to hanging out with alex and lily. were going to hooters. ive been in the mood to just go there and hang out and eat some chicken wings and drink some beer. wow im horrible. but yea its gonna b mucho fun.

i have to say that I LOVE ARY for all the manga she gave me (except the yaoi one) lol.
but w/e
im off
ttyl
aishiteru

hello everyone!

2006-10-16T06:07:30Z

its been a while since i last posted....
so yea, nothing new. just here. got out of work a lil while ago. i worked four straight days this week tom will b the fifth. im fucking exhausted.

ive been trying to change my myspace layout and all but first of all i have no new pics (abu!!!!!), and im having a hard time picking out a new layout. besides idk how to put all that together cuz im freakin retarded. so yea anyone wanna help me huh huh huh?

so i started watching big o again. it pisses me off sometimes cuz its stupid but its still good. i started from the beginning so i have to wait till i get about halway done then the good stuff kicks in so im excited.

tom im gonna go buy myself the ticket for the AFI concert, which is december 1st in orlando, tinker field. anyone wanna join me? so far its me....and me.

i dont work tues (abu!!!!), wed, or saturday so i want to do something. i havent really done much lately and i feel like i havent seen anyone for a while. so yea i want to go out or SOMETHING.

CATEGORY: BEAUTY/VANITY
1. Are you tan? yes i am but i still need to go to the beach HINT HINT HINT
2. Do you use proactive? nope
3. Do you wear make-up daily? no im way too lazy but sometimes i do...when i like....have to....cuz im....going out....or something
4. Do you own chanel perfume? mother does
5. Do you shower daily? of course
6. Do you go to the tanning bed? no thank u
7. Do you wear nail polish? sometimes but i have to go get my nails done one of these days
8. Do you use MAC make-up? no i wear mothers...she has a collection of.....a lot of stuff
9. Do you use other make-up products? mhmmmm
10. Do you straighten your hair everyday? no i dont its already straight

CATEGORY: FRIENDS
21. Is a best friend a promise or a label? yayyy im gonna c george tom lol
22. Do you have more than one best friend? teehee maybe i get to c margie too
23. What's his/her name(s)? didnt i just say?
24. Do you have too many friends to name? well i have just a few close friends but then i also have my friends from work and those r quite a few
25. Do you hang out with friends every day? no they dont love me
27. Do you have pictures of your friends on your wall? once i move out im gonna have lots of pics all over my place
29. Is your best friend a girl? yea
30. Are your friends in a lot of your classes? not really i just have abu in one class. but i tend to make friends in my classes

CATEGORY: FASHION/STYLE
31. Do you have style and orginiality? absolutely not
33. Do you own a designer handbag? a few
34. Do you own something from lacoste? umm my white polo?
35. Do you wear leggings? pfft
36. Is the only color you will never wear yellow? and pink probably
37. Do you get fashion tips from magazines? unless it comes from like game informer then no
38. Do people copy your style? hahaha y would they?
39. Do you shop at a&f and hollister? yea i do
40. Do you wear sweats a lot? umm no

CATEGORY: TV/MOVIE
41. Are you a movie freak? Yeah
42. Have you seen over 30 movies in the past 2 months? i have no idea.
43. Do you have a show that you must watch? nip tuck and battlestar galactica but i havent seen that cuz i missed the season finale so ill start watching once i catch up... ABU!!!!
44. Is it that show laguna beach? fuck that shit
45. Have you ever seen an episode of grey's anatomy? no
46. Is your favorite movie finding nemo? ive never seen that movie fuck that shit
47. Do you like classic movies? i guess some of them r
48. Do you watch 30+ hours of TV a week? no i barely watch any
49. Do you own over 100 DVD's? in anime? probably soon
50. Is law and order awesome? no

CATEGORY: SPORTS
51. No sports, no life? i dont care for sports
52. Do you play sports year-round? fuck that.
53. Do you like to watch boy sports? i dont mind if they want me there then i can hang out and watch
56. Do you love the minnesota twins? huh?
57. Is soccer cool? no
58. Do you swim? i wont drown
59. Do you like to run? i tend to run away a lot....
60. Is volleyball the best sport? no

CATEGORY: MUSIC
61. Do you like all types of music? kinda not really.
62. Do you hate rap? not really like i still like tupac but i wont listen to the new shit or anything
63. Have you been to 5+ concerts? probably
64. Have you ever been to a concert? OMFG DEC 1 TINKER FUCKING FIELD YAYYYY
65. Does panic! at the disco own you? yep
66. Is country music the only way to go? no
67. Do you burn all your CD's? yep
68. Are you constantly downloading music? no i d/l manga now
69. Is music what gets you through? if i have nothing to do...i can just sit down and listen to music and i wont b bored
70. Is rock life? and love

CATEGORY: FAMILY
72. Do you have more than 1 sibling? none
73. Do you have a sister(s)? guess not
74. Do you have a brother(s)? noooooooo
75. Are you an only child? mhmm
76. Do you like your living arrangement? i will once i move out
77. Do your grandparents spoil you? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ive never gotten a present of any sort from grandmother...but my grandfather adored and spoiled me
78. Do you have a lot of cousins? too many and more on the way
79. Do you love your family? i love family but i hate them as ppl
80. Do you have half/step brother(s)/sister(s)? ya

CATEGORY: APPERANCE
81. Are you tall? i am
82. Do you wish you were tall? im alright i wont complain
83. Is your shoe size 8? ya
84. Are you comfortable with your appearance? nope
85. Are your eyes blue? nope
86. Is your hair brown? dark dark dark brown
87. Are you wearing jeans at the moment? pjs
88. Have you been called pretty before? yea....but ppl lie lol
89. Do you workout? never.
90. Do you have braces? had

what was the last thing you bought? a shirt at hollister but just cuz margie and lily forced me to
ever been to a water park? no ::sigh::
have you ever given up something and regretted it later on? im sure i have....just cant remember
what was the last candy you had? candy corn at margies house
are you any thing important in your school? like class officer or something? never have been never will b
name something that you have more than 28 of: manga
do you drool in your sleep? no
do have braces? not anymore
what does your soap smell like? like soap
what did you have for dinner two nights ago? idk probably sushi again
did you see any one special for the fourth of July? probably not considering i dont think i did anything at all
do you think Tom DeLogne is hot? no
where would you rather live, California or New York? new york
have you ever met someone that looked exactly like you? no im unique
have you ever gone back and read some of your old xanga entries and thought
about how much of a loser you were? no
or was it all a bunch of good memories? uhhh
have you ever thought about going streaking? no.
what kind of pets do you have? dont have any...just a few bitches
in the last 48 hours have you wanted to tell some one you loved them? if i loved someone i would just go ahead and tell them
if you could change something about your life right now what would it be? my living situation
who do you respect the most? ummm idk
what is your favorite season? fall
did you do anything out of the ordinary last summer? i made it out alive in this house
how many pairs of sunglasses do you have? 2 that r mine about 3289565 that r mothers
have you ever hooked up with a friend? haha yea but not really......
have you ever hooked up two of your friends? umm no
do you still love American idol? i never watched it
is life better now than it was before or the other way around? there r many things that would make life better....but there is one thing that just keeps pissing me the fuck off
what was one of the worst things that happened to you? i ran out of anime and manga
do you like the new KFC bowl things? havent tried it yet
do you do your math homework in pencil or pen? prefer to do it in pencil
when was the last time you got a manicure? pfft forever ago
how many screen names do you have? ...
do you use youtube? of course
do you know what a bearing is? umm im not so sure
what instrument do you/would like to play? the violin...ill go back to it eventually
how many boyfriends have you had in your lifetime? never had a real b/f
do you admire Paris Hilton? OH YES I WOULD LOVE TO B A SLUT....no j/k u guys
what's your favorite animal? umm snakes? lol
have you subscribed yet? uhh no
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What If? Survey

1. What if you choked on a piece of bread while eating? id probably laugh as i tried to reach for water

2. What if someone you don't know IMed you? id block them

3. What if you forgot to set your alarm clock and was late to school? then i dont go...what else am i gonna do?

4. What if the person you love hated you? w/e makes that person happy

5. What if you had a big test on Monday but is busy on the weekends? id probably cram on sunday as much as i can

6. What if your computer crashed when you were almost done writing a big essay

(and hadn't save it)? its happened...i go back and write it all over again as i cry and cry and then finish it and attempt suicide

7. What if you had to go to the bathroom but someone was in it? go to a different one or wait depends what my options r

8. What if you woke up and was covered in frogs? wont happen

9. What if your two closest friends started avoiding each other? that wouldnt happen

10. What if you accidentally sent a message to a person who wasn't supposed to

read it? id b like....oops wrong person

11. What if you were on the phone and your friend had something crucial to say,

but at that moment the phone went dead? id go online

12. What if you had a time machine and could travel to any time period? What

year would you go to? the future

13. (continuing from above) You went to a time period but what if the time machine

crashes and your stuck there? its the future im sure they have time machines to send me back

14. What if you had to do a CPR to a member of the same gender? idk how to do cpr but if i did then id do it even if it was another chick

15. What if you lost something really important to you? id look for it and probably give up cuz when im not looking is when i tend to find things

16. What if your best friend starts to drift away to another group? fuck it...if thats what they want then they can do w/e they want, sure itll hurt but w/e.

17. What if you were sick on the day your class got to go on a field trip? depends on how sick i am but id probably still go

18. What if you were sucked into the computer? ....TRON WORLD.....OMG.....KH II........YYYYYYYY

19. What if you had 1000 songs in your music player and suddenly they all got

erased? luckily abu has them all backed up for me

20. What if the shower broke down and the plumber couldn't come for a week?

id use mothers shower or something

21. What if your legs got cut off? i dont think id live through the massive amounts of blood loss

22. What if you found out that your gf/bf was cheating on you? find another b/f

23. What if your friend beat you in the 50 meter run by 0.01 sec.? they would beat me by a lot more than that

24. What if you could change your name? What name would you choose? i dont think there is any other name that fits me

25. What if your favorite T.V. show got canceled? considering that the ratings for nip tuck and battlestar galactica.....y am i gonna bother explaining how impossible that is?

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Q: Name one person who is on your mind right now?
A: this guy there actually

Q: Do you think your life has been good so far?
A: its been alright...i pretty much complain too much lol

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: work

Q: Who is the last person you called?
A: ummmmm mother

Q: Been cheated on?
A: yea

Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?:
A: dad cuz im dark but thats it

Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: no

Q: Do you smile often?:
A: always

Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A: nope

Q: Are you sentimental?
A: yea

Q: What is your middle name?
A: !%&$%*

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity)
A: love

Q: Do you wish on stars?
A: nope

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A: no

Q: What is the most disgusting food you've ever eaten?
A: oh god shishamo and i never tried natto but thats just cuz it smells worse than....pretty bad

Q: Would you kill someone?
A: in self defense

Q: when was the last time you cried?
A: a while ago which is a miracle lol

Q: Have you ever met anyone famous?
A: i guess

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
A: when i write pretty then yes

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: absolutely but i can b a real bitch if i have to

Q: If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
A: hahaha probably not

Q: What is your favorite school subject?
A: none of the ones im taking right now

Q: Do you regret anything?
A: fuck it

Q: WHO'S BED DID YOU SLEEP IN LAST NIGHT?:
A: mine

Q: WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?:
A: white

Q: DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?:
A: my bitches lol

Q: MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?:
A: jackass number 2 FUCKING AWESOME

Q: WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS?:
A: white

Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?:
A: driving home??

Q: I CAN'T WAIT TO?:
A: GO TO THE AFI CONCERT YAYYYYYY

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR DAD?:
A: 16 years ago?

Q: WHO GOT YOU TO JOIN MYSPACE?:
A: ex friend

Q: IS TOM ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?:
A: probably not

Q: DOES ANYTHING HURT ON YOUR BODY RIGHT NOW?:
A: yea

Q: DO YOU OWN A PICTURE PHONE?:
A: yea

Q: ADMIT SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF:
A: i love anime

Q: EVER CRIED YOURSELF TO SLEEP?
A: oh but of course

Q: EVER CRIED ON YOUR FRIEND'S SHOULDER?:
A: yea im a cry baby

Q: DO SONGS MAKE YOU CRY?:
A: no

Q: ARE YOU NORMALLY A HAPPY PERSON?:
A: it seems i am....

Q: HAS ANYONE BESIDES YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY EVER SAID 'I LOVE

YOU' TO YOU?
A: no

Q: WOULD YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF A BULLY?:
A: haha sometimes

Q: IS YOUR SELF-ESTEEM EXTREMELY LOW?:
A: haha yea

Q: What's your natural hair color?:
A: dark brown

Q: What color are your eyes?
A: darker brown

Q: Long or Short Hair?
A: long but not AS long as it used to b

Q: Currently wearing?
A: pjs

Q: Rings?
A: dont look good on me

Q: Bracelets?
A: watches?

Q: Is your hair up or down?
A: down most of the time

Q: Current Music:
A: nothing

Q: Current Annoyance:
A: i need to start appartment hunting

Q: Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing:
A: sleeping

Q: Current Favorite Book:
A: last book i read that i loooooved...cloud of sparrows and the prequal/sequal autumn bridge

Q: Current Refreshment:
A: ::sigh:: im thirsty

Q: Current Worry:
A: money...xmas is coming...lol

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1. Who's your favourite character on Boy Meets World? topanga? no j/k i dont remember actually
2. Do you have underbite or overbite? i dont think so
3. Do you like those red flowers they put out during the holiday season? yea
4. When was the last time you used poster board for? umm sophomore year?
5. Have you ever ridden in a U-Haul? yea
6. What was the last movie you saw on TV? legally blond...i turned off the tv
7. Do you like Auntie Anne's pretzels? What's your favourite flavour? i dont like pretzels
8. Do you like folk rock? no?
9. Do you ever go to bed with her hair wet? i have but i prefer not to
10. Do you hate it when people post bulletins on myspace like "today was

amazing" "I'm off to bed" "I'm bored talk to me"? ppl can do w/e they want
11. What colour highlighter do you prefer? blue
12. Do you wear socks that have holes in them? no
13. When given a present, do you usually keep the giftbag it came in? yea i think they r pretty lol
14. Have you ever bought anything off of amazon.com? no
15. Do you like to play Scrabble? I FUCKING LOOOOOVE SCRABBLE but i dont have it...i wish i did though im so much of a loser id probably even play with myself when there is no1 around
16. How often does your school have assemblies? Do you show your school spirit
or just sit there? no
17. Which is your classes is so slow it bores you? Which class is so fast that you
can't keep up? all of them and none of them r too fast for me...i havent gotten one of those classes yet
18. What are you saving your money up for right now? xmas and moving out
19. Do you hate how cold you get after a shower? yes
20. Have you ever played with one of those tiny plastic flags with the metal rod
sticking in the ground? no
21. What do you do when you spy a bug in your house? i havent seen any in my house actually
22. Do you like watching old western films with those corny jokes? havent given them a try and probably wont
23. Are your peers over the Chuck Norris faze or are they still into it? lol they r over it
24. Do you like the show Drake and Josh? never heard of it
25. Do you make hot chocolate by using Swiss Miss hot cocoa powder? i dont make hot chocolate im too lazy so i just get a bunch of sheets and try to sleep
26. What do you normally drink at lunch during school? i usually go home for lunch or sometimes just nestea
27. Which one of your friends is the most indesicive? im the most indecisive out of the group
28. Have you ever made rice krispie treats? Do you prefer the homemade kind of
store bought? i dont make anything bro
29. Who's your favourite Disney princess and why? ummm idk i guess like jasmin cuz everyone always said i looked like her
30. Are we all going to run out of good surveys in the near future? the ones we have now arent even that good but i have nothing else to do
31. Do you wash your hands for the recommended 20 seconds? umm i dont count
32. Do you like celery and peanut butter? ewww
33. What was the last giftcard you received? wow probably like the stuff last xmas when akiko gave me one for borders
34. Do you look at people in other cars when stopping at a red light? im too busy jamming
35. Do you use double negatives in your sentences (like, I don't know nothing
about that)? probably.
36. What's your favourite type of girl scout cookie? ive never had girl scout cookies
37. Do you like pulp-y orange juice? no
38. Are you growing your hair/bangs out right now? yea my hair its still long but i looooved the length b4
39. How often do you iron your clothes? Do you use starch? never
40. Have you ever tried putting on fake eyelashes? How did it look? once when i was cleopatra when i was like 12 and i looked like a retard
[made at xanga.com/srvy]

there r some surveys cuz i havent done them in a while....i havent seen any actual good ones though ::sigh::

oh yea i need to go out costume hunting. im still not sure what i should do. i could either b the cop or i can just put something together. i originally thought vampire but idk idk. i need help. i think ill go shopping this wed but i have to pick something out by the end of this week cuz after....i will have absolutely no money.

oh well im off
ttyl
aishiteru

chibi_elle @ 2006-09-10T04:48:00

2006-09-10T08:41:06Z

omfg omfg stfu omfg
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chibi_elle @ 2006-09-09T05:23:00

2006-09-09T09:49:30Z

001. How many keys are on your key chain? 2
002. What makeup do you wear on a daily basis? sometimes lipstick but it gets in the way sometimes
003. Is your AIM away message on? no i dont feel like being on anymore
004. If you could eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be? i love food too much sorry
005. What curse word do you use the most? fuck
006. Do you own an iPod? ya
007. Who on your Myspace "Top 8" do you talk to the most? george
008. What time is your alarm clock set for? 9 am
009. How many suitcases do you own? 0
010. Do you wear flip-flops even when its cold outside? no
011. Where do you buy your groceries from? publix
012. Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture? take it but i need to start taking pics
013. What was the last movie you watched? dont remember oh wait casshern
014. Do any of your friends have children? no
015. If you won the lottery, what’s the first thing you would buy? 2 houses on opposite ends of miami
016. Has anyone ever called you lazy? everyday
017. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster? no
018. What CD is currently in your CD player? in the car its mostly incubus or afi these days
019. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? regular...chocolate milk reminds me of something and i feel wierd
020. Has anyone told you a secret this week? no
021. When was the last time someone hit on you? a few hours ago
022. What did you have for dinner? nachos
023. Do you wear hoodies often? yea
024. What color is your car? silver
025. Can you whistle? no
026. What is the first thing you see when you look to your left? my closet
027. Do you make your own jewlery? No
028. Have you ever participated in a protest? No
029. Who was the last person to call you? mother to alex's phone
030. What is your favorite ride at an amusement park? i dont get on any rides
031. Do you think people talk about you behind your back? i know they do
032. Have you ever dated one of your best friends? no
033. What area code are you in right now? 305
034. Did you watch cartoons as a child? yea
035. How big is your local mall? pretty big and they r right next to each other
036. What is your job title? slacker i mean hostess
037. How many siblings do you have? none
038. Have you ever been so drunk that you threw up? nope
039. Are you shy around the opposite sex? nope
040. What is your biggest regret? i wont say now
041. Have you ever had Jamba Juice? wth is that?
042. When was the last time you laughed so hard your sides hurt? idk
043. What movies do you know every line to? advent children
044. Do you own any band t-shirts? mhmm
045. What is your favorite candle scent? vanilla
046. How many aunts and uncles do you have? 6
047. When is your next plane ride? maybe in a few years
048. Have you ever eaten snow? no never seen it either
049. How many chairs are at your dining room table? 4
050. What is your favorite salad dressing? italian
051. Do you read for fun? sometimes if i have time
052. Can you speak any languages other than English? spanish
053. Where is your cell phone? dead... RIP
054. Do you do your own dishes? yea
055. What color is your bedroom painted? blue
056. Are your parents divorced? No
057. Have you ever cried in public? once
058. Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop? desktop
059. Which do you make: wishes or plans? right now im done with wishing FUCK IT they never come true ::sigh::
060. Are you always trying to learn new things? no ive given up
061. What messenger programs do you have? AIM
062. Do you shower on a daily basis? Yes
063. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? no
064. Do you believe that the guy should pay on the first date? it doesnt matter i wouldnt mind paying
067. Have you ever been to Jamaica? no
068. What do you like to snack on at the movie theatres? popcorn
069. Who was your favorite teacher? i dont have one maybe supplice
070. Have you ever dated someone out of your race? No
071. What is the weather like? miami weather? is like a woman going through menopause
072. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos? idk
073. Do you have an online journal? lj
074. Did you ever play Capture the Flag in school? no
075. What was your favorite class in high school? lunch
076. Do you enjoy traveling via airplanes? sure
077. What personality trait is a must-have in the opposite sex? i wont get into this now
078. Have you ever been attracted to someone physically unattractive? yea
079. When was the last time you slept on the floor? whenever i slept over my cousins house
080. What is your favorite alcoholic drink? right now anything will do
081. Does your closest Starbucks have a drive-thru? no
082. Do you like your living arrangement? no
083. Has anyone ever called you spoiled? no but they think it
084. What is your mother's hometown? leon
085. Did you ever go to the same school as your parents? no ill kill myself b4 going to nicaragua
086. How many hours of sleep do you need to function? 10 but i havent gotten that in forever
087. Do you eat breakfast daily? No
088. What was the last thing to scare you? something i did
089. Do you own a Playstation? mhmm
090. How many times have you brushed your teeth today? 3 times
093. How many pairs of shoes do you own? lost count
094. Are your days full and fast-paced? no
095. Did you ever get in trouble for talking in class? yea
096. Is there carpet, wood or tile in the room you're currently in? wood
097. Were you a "planned" child? probably not
098. What is your favorite fruit? Pears
099. Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages? no
100. How old will you be turning on your next birthday? 20
102. How much is gas where you live right now? 3 bucks
103. Are you picky about spelling and grammar? yea i wouldnt sleep with a guy who cant spell
104. What time is your curfew? I don't have one
105. Who is your bank account with? which one?
106. If you had ONE wish, what would you wish for? #%&#
107. Do you believe in life on other planets? absolutely
108. What does your mouse pad look like? plain black
109. Have you ever been to Six Flags? No
110. Who was the last person to piss you off? myself
111. Do you believe that God has a gender? god? lmao
112. What was the last thing you ate? nachos
113. Can others make you cry easily? no but they make me cry easily
114. Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex? opposite most of the time but it just depends i guess
115. What did you dress up as for your first Halloween? bumble bee
116. How did your parents pick your name? mother liked michelle and my aunt picked my middle name
117. Do you like mustard? Yes
118. If you could enter a celebrity's mind, whose would you choose to enter? johnny depp and id make him sleep with me or something
119. What do you tell yourself when times get hard? u suck at life michelle
120. Would you ever sky dive? No
121. Do you sleep on your side, tummy, or back? tummy
122. What character from a movie or show most reminds you of yourself? im unique
123. Can you crack your knuckles? Yes
124. Do you know what an IP address is? mhmm
125. Have you ever bid for something on ebay? yea
126. What do you think of Angelina Jolie being pregnant? dont care
127. Do you enjoy giving hugs? i do i do i doo oooh
128. Would you consider yourself to be fashionable? nope im a bum
129. What song lyric, if any, is stuck in your head at the moment? im currently not thinking much
130. Do you own a digital camera? yea
131. If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? like shit
132. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? vanilla
133. Do you lock your car doors when you're driving somewhere? absolutely
134. What celebrities have you been compared to? none im unique
135. Who is your favorite Star Wars character? yoda nigguh
136. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but never do? no cuz i do that all the time
137. What books, if any, have made you cry? girl with a pearl earring...its not that sad....but FUUUCK BRO y did she have to settle y did she have to put up with so much shit and fuuuuck
138. Do you think you're attractive? no
139. What are you allergic to? dust and other things
40. Are you a jealous person? yea and no im so paranoid id probably think things but id never ever show it...id just get over it
141. What is your favorite Christmas/winter movie? dont have one
142. Have you memorized your Social Security Number? yea
143. Did you vote in the last election? No
144. Whats your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? wouldnt do it
145. Do you enjoy driving? yea
146. Have you ever had the "falling" dream? all the time
147. Do you ever feel guilty after eating meat? yea...i feel bad that i ate it so fast and now there is no more
148. If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name have been? michael?
149. Did you ever celebrate "Pi Day" in school? wth is that?
150. What is the time? 5:55 am

im in a shitty ass mood

chibi_elle @ 2006-08-28T02:17:00

2006-08-28T06:12:25Z

im really nervous about starting school tom.
i didnt get nervous the first day my freshman year...
ugh i cant sleep!
i think something is wrong, if something bad happens tom ill b really pissed!

...

2006-08-25T10:57:25Z

i cant sleep.
im very sleepy right now though...but it just isnt happening.
::sigh::

N O ... E X P L A N A T I O N S !
Not as easy as you might think...
And "Uhhhh" or "Ummm" or "Yummm" doesnt count...

1. Yourself:
michelle

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend:
n/a

3. Your hair:
is long

4. Your mother:
that would b me

5. Your Father:
n/a

6. Your Favorite Item:
my anime?

7. Your dream last night:
sex

8. Your Favorite drink:
sour apple martini

9. Your Dream Car:
SLR

10. The Room You Are In:
mine

11. Your Ex:
is the devil

12. Your fear:
roaches

13. Where you want to be in 10 years:
attaining immortality

14. Who you hung out with last night:
nanashi

15. What You're Not:
sleeping

16. Your Best Friend:
sleeping

17. One of Your Wish List Items:
a pool table

19. The Last Thing You Did:
this!

20. What You Are Wearing:
clothes

21. Your Favorite Weather:
breezy

22. Your Favorite Book
memoirs of a geisha

23. The Last Thing You ate:
1/2 41 with rice

24. Your Life:
could b better

25. Your Mood:
annoyed

26. Your body:
needs some work

27. What are you thinking about right now:
sleeping

28. Your Crush is:
n/a

29. What are you doing at the moment:
this!

30. Your summer schedule:
sleep

Answer all questions with only 2 words (makes you think).

1. Explain what ended your last relationship?
evil incarnate

2. When was the last time you shaved?
other day

3. What were you doing this morning at 8 a.m.?
falling asleep

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
another survey

5. Are you any good at math?
absolutely not

6. Your prom night?
nothing special

7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
i wish

8. Have you had to take a loan out for school?
grants/scholarships

9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace profile?
of course

10. Last thing received in the mail?
jarek's letter

11. How many different beverages have you had today?
too many

12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machine?
hate that

13. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to?
campus invasion

14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
not really

15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
getting braces

16. What is out your back door?
the birds

17. Any plans for Friday night?
bird bowl

18. Do you like what the ocean does to your hair?
sex hair

19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different popcorns?
no no

20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
field trips

21. Do you re-use towels after you shower?
of course

22. Some things you are excited about?
final fantasy

23. What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?
strawberry/orange

24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
not anymore

25. Describe your keychain:
dangerous shuriken

26. Where do you keep your change?
mostly everywhere

27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
at work

28. What kind of winter coat do you own?
.... miami

29. What was the weather like on your graduation day?
dont remember

30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
always closed

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Take each letter of your name and find a band whose name starts with that letter. You can do just your first, or your whole name if you would really like to.
2. For each band, list 2 of your favorite songs by them.
3. For each band, list 2 of your favorite quotes by them.
4. For each band. list how you found out about them, or if you don't remember, then write about why you like the artist/what their music means to you.
5. HAVE FUN WITH IT!

i cant do quotes if my life depepnded on it

my chemical romance
im not ok
you know what they do to guys like us....
mtv was playing im not ok

incubus
i dont have a fav 2 but i could probably name 2 from each album and shit
everyone knows incubus

chevelle
family system
the red
this is all so far cuz ive only heard one album
i asked george to tell me what i should listen to thats new to me and he said this

high and mighty color
pride
ichirin no hana
one is the opening to gundam seed destiny i believe and the other the 3rd opening to bleach

evanescence
my immortal
the rest of their album is ok i forgot how i heard of them

linkin park
i just loooooove them period. i cant pick out one song cuz id have to think hard for a while and its too early for that

lost prophets
only other band that also begins with l that came to mind. first heard of them at campus invasion

i really cant think of another band that begins with e so ill finish this later.

ok now ill give sleep another try....

ttyl
aishiteru

chibi_elle @ 2006-08-21T05:43:00

2006-08-21T10:28:22Z

L A S T . P E R S O N...

1. You hung out with?
the guys from work

2. Rode in a car with?
ummm myself?

3. Went to the movies with?:
margie and lily....my super ex-g/f

4. You went to the mall with?:
when i go read at borders?

5. Went to dinner with?
ummm pilars bday i think

6. You talked on the phone to?:
alex (alcoholic)

7. Made you laugh?
mike he wrote me a pretty funny message though it was supposed to b serious (about a certain co-worker)

W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
if i had to? id get a tattoo instead

2. Be serious or be funny?
im always funny....at least thats y i think ppl laugh when i pass by.... ::tears:: or is there something else???

3. Drink whole or skim milk?:
fat free...mother got me used to it cuz she has been on a diet since i was like 3

4. Die in a fire or drown?:
I WONT DIE BOAHAHAHA

5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?:
hahaha considering mother is my mortal ene...i mean....

A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y.

1. Do you like anyone?:
::sigh:: i wish i did

2. Do they know it?
if i did like someone then they most definitely would not know

D O . Y O U . P R E F E R.

1. Sun or moon?:
moon

2. Winter or Fall?:
fall

3. left or right?
i kinda prefer to make left turns while driving

4. 10 acquaintances or two best friends?:
two best friends

5. Sunny or rainy?:
sunny..ive been wanting to go to the beach but the fucking rain...grrrr...i will make u pay

6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?:
chocolate

A B O U T . Y O U.

1. What time is it?:
5:50 am

2. First and middle Name?:
michelle #^&%#*

3. What do you want 2 do?:
SLEEP but.....it isnt happening

4. where do you wanna live?
idk ive started looking for a place already and the only thing i heard was decent is like 55o a month but....there would b a few problems with that place....so ill keep looking... ::sigh::

5. How many kids do you want?:
3

6. You want to get married?:
mhmm

8. Are you double jointed?
no i dont think so

10. Can you cross your eyes?
umm yea i guess

11. Do you make your bed daily?
y would i do that? its gonna get messy wen i go to sleep anyway

R A N D O M.

1. Which shoe goes on first?
the one i find first....duh

2. Ever thrown a shoe at someone?
oh i do it all the time

3. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
twirl it I LOOOOVE it like that

3. Favorite ice cream?:
cookies and cream

4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?:
cereal? in my cabinets? cabinets were made to hold food? i thought they were just there for decoration!!!!

5. Do you cook?:
if i didnt i wouldnt b here right now

6. Current mood?:
frustrated cuz im doing a fucking survey when i should b sleeping

IN . T H E . L A S T . HOUR . H A V E . Y O U ?

1. Bought something:
no

2. Sang:
yes

3. Been hugged:
no

4. Felt stupid:
all the time

5. Missed someone:
jarek...i was hoping hed bore me to death and make me sleep but...alas...no j/k <5 lol

6. Danced crazy:
no

7. Gotten your hair cut?
no

8. Cried:
no

9. Lied:
no

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
no

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters?
i dont go on roller coasters since...u know...im trying to achieve immortality and all

[where's number 3?]

4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
i feel safer when there is someone else around...which is y i surround myself with my pillows the way i do. cuz the way i think when im scared and half asleep is that there is something out to get me so at least havnig the pillows surround me will serve as a barrier or something...ok im babbling

5. Do you believe in ghosts?
yes but i havent seen any nor will i

6. Do you consider yourself creative?
absolutely not

WHAT'S THE STORY BEHIND YOUR BLOG NAME?: margie made it
HAVE YOU EVER HAD A MAKEOVER?: no im too lazy to do anything like that
HAVE YOU EVER WITNESSED DEATH?: eefbsh d cbfhf
WHAT'S THE LONGEST TIME YOU'VE STAYED OUT OF THE COUNTRY/WHERE? a month in costa rica
ONE THING YOU'RE GRATEFUL FOR, TODAY: silly string
DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: something nice and small not in a church
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE DOING WHEN YOU ARE 60?: spending time with the grandkids
WHAT IS YOUR FIRST MEMORY?: i have a loooot but idk which came first. they all involve my dad and stuff
MY FIRST HEARTBREAK HAPPENED WHEN: not yet
HOW MUCH MONEY DOES IT TAKE TO KEEP YOU FOR A YEAR:? ask mother?
DO YOU HAVE ANY WEIRD PREFERENCES?: idk?
WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: oh wow...its not just the opposite sex or anything its just certain ppl i cant get
WHAT PIECE OF TECHNOLOGY DO YOU WANT MOST RIGHT NOW?: ps3
NAME ONE TV CHARACTER YOU'D MOST WANT TO BE: idk really
FAVORITE GEMSTONE?: my birthstone
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FLAW?: i have a few
WHAT DO YOU PLAN TO DO THIS SUMMER?: i did what i had to do this summer
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW?: too many
WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE MOVIES IN THESE CATEGORIES: HUMOR, ROMANCE, DRAMA, ACTION, HORROR?: too many
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DISNEY SONG?: i dont really think i have one
DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM HOUSE: a house big enough for my 3 kids to play around
YOUR TYPICAL SLEEPWEAR: depends whether im cold or not
HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR WALLET RIGHT NOW?: idk its mostly abus anyway lol
WHAT ARE YOU MOST PROUD OF IN YOUR LIFE?: umm....
TELL US ABOUT ANY OF YOUR BIRTHDAYS: picnic!!!!
WHAT DO YOU MOST ENJOY ABOUT LOOKING AT OTHER PEOPLE?: i stay in my own world most of the time
WHAT IS YOUR DAILY BEFORE-GOING-TO-BED RITUAL?: chat and just b online till i fall asleep
WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST/FUNNIEST NICKNAME ANYONE HAS EVER CALLED YOU?: idk.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PAIR OF SHOES?: the shoes i wore on my bday....they r so fucking hot
WOULD YOU RATHER BE A HOBBIT, AN ELF OR DWARF: an elf
WRITE A LINE FROM ANY SONG: cant think of anything

What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: eyes
Would you marry for money?: no
Have you had braces?: yes
When was the last time you had a hickey?: i dont like hickeys but it was forever ago.
Could you live without a computer?: is that possible?
What is your favorite place to visit?: georges house
What is the last movie you saw?: my super ex-g/f or initial d
Do you kiss on the first date?: no
Do you drink alcohol?: yes
Did you like or do you like high school?: no fuck high school
Who do you want to kiss?: i dont like anyone atm
Do you think you can draw well?: no.
Do you write poetry?: no
Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: emotional...unless i got hit by a car or something...im sure thatll hurt much more
Are you a sex addict?: not yet
How long is your hair?: halfway down my back
Do looks matter?: depends
Do you trust others easily?: yes and no.
What do you look for in a guy/girl?: i wont get into this
What is your nickname?: elle?
What are you worried about right now?: the rain
Do you think you are strong?: nope but my reflexes r getting better
What's your least favorite thing in the world?: bad drivers
What would you change about yourself?: i want to b a better driver? idk lol

sowwyyyyy

ttyl
aishiteru

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

2006-08-21T09:12:56Z

its 5 am. at around 3:35 am i decided i would go to sleep....
umm yea i cant sleep once again.

i guess ill talk about my day....

today was one of the up at the sushi bar (tony's) last day. apparently its tradition to throw a bucket of water on the person as they r walking out. thing is, the only person who would actually do that is alex (the alcoholic)and he wasnt working. so he passed by to drop off a game (drakengard) cuz he wants me to play it. when he got there we told him abuot tony so he decided to do it. but of course, im an evil bitch and i told him to go buy like 10 cans of silly string and we put it all over his car as well as toilet paper.
so when he came out alex got him a little bit and he almost wet akiko (my boss) it was sooooo funny. but then tony went around and decided to go out the other way so we couldnt get him but we had ppl hiding in most corners so we got him anyway. and we also silly stringed him.
boahahaa. good times good times.
oh and i also got wet and the attacked me with silly string. alex came in behind me and poured a pitcher of water on me. trying to get sily string out of ur long hair when its wet isnt really fun. i ended up all frustrated, i wanted to hurt alex so i kicked him where it hurts...again, and i looked all retarded with like sex hair and shit. of course alex enjoyed every minute of it....fucking ass....well i started it...BOAHAHAHA fun times fun times.

i started playing dirge and omfg im not used to it. i mean, ive only played ff and kh. fps...not for me apparently, but honestly i was kinda enjoying it. like, i think im gonna like it more than i thought i would. oh and i totally didnt know it had a tutorial thingy so im gonna try that out tom and c if i do better. god i love vincent. and his voice.....UGH ::melts::
since this week is basically my last week b4 school starts im gonna try to finish as much as i can. ill try to keep on with ffVI, dirge, drakengard, castlevania, and w/e other game i have yet to start lol.
i know its impossible....but ill try to finish as much as i can.

im looking forward to tom. i hope we can play pool, but if not then thats cool too.
well this is getting pretty long so i guess ill look for something else to do grrrr...

ttyl
aishiteru

ummm u guys??

2006-08-19T08:35:56Z

....
ive been bad lately......
im sowwy?

:):):):)

no im j/k.....or am i....
BOAHAHAHAHA
wow im bored. i just got back from sharpshooters. i refuse to go back there again. i think i walked out with lung cancer. but yea everytime i go EVERYONE drinks and then im there like....NO DRINKING FOR ME!!.....and then i suck at pool. ::sigh:: and so i was doing the next best thing...teehee....

anyways...i really feel like playing d of c which i still havent touched cuz i havent been able to, but i know i need to sleep now cuz tom will b pretty eventful. i decided to wake up as early as i can to play the game, and i think that around 11-11:30 pm i have to pass by shibui so i can silly string everyones car. oh yea and attack them with water balloons. i totally plan on getting alex (the alcoholic). thats gonna b awesome...the only downside is he'll probably run after me catch me and throw me into the garbage or something.

grrr here i am just sitting here and i cant stop thinking....its frustrating.....grrrrrr
lol

ttyl
aishiteru

wtf bro

2006-08-12T08:38:34Z

wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

im in such a bad mood. i dont even want to do anything now.....the only reason im still gonna go out tom is cuz its anime....i have to. but i realized a little late that i wouldve prefered to go by myself than to go with my cousin. like...wtf? grrr im extremely frustrated right now...especially since im hungry as fuck and especially since i was trying very hard to not drink anything... :(
whatev nigguhs

ttyl
aishiteru

chibi_elle @ 2006-08-09T03:28:00

2006-08-09T08:25:55Z

Part 1: The Birth of You:

Were you a planned baby?: probably not
Were you the first?: for mother, yes
Who was present at your birth?: the doctor?
Were your parents married when you were born?: no
What is your birthdate?: april 26, 1987

Part 2: The Family

How would you describe your family?: annoying and frustrating
Are your parents married? no
Siblings or an only child?: raised as only child
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: youngest
Which parent do you get along with best?: mother is the only one i have but we dont get along
What do you fight about?: everything
Do you have step parents?: no and i probably never will

Part 3: The Friends

Do you have more than one best friend?: umm i guess u can say that
Who are your best friends?: u guys?
What do you like to do when you are together?: watch anime, play video games, and the new fav....listen to george talk about wow
Which friend can you tell anything to?: george

Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?: loooooow
Are you an extrovert or an introvert?: extrovert
Are you happy?: yea i have lots of reasons to b
Do you live life to the fullest?: no

Part 5: Appearance

Are you comforable with the way you look?: haha no
Describe your hair: long and straight
What make-up do you wear?: lipstick....sometimes....i hate it though...
How do you dress?: most of the time...bummy cuz im comfy like that

Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child?: still am lol
What did you use to love that you no longer do?: novelas
Do you have the same friends?: no
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?: of course not

Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition?: to become immortal BOAHAHAHAHAHA
Are you scared of growing old?: nope cuz i never will BOAHAHAHAHA
Do you want to get married?: yea to an immortal BOAHAHAHAHA

Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: indoors
What is your favorite season: Autumn
Do you like walking in the rain?: yea

Part 9: Food

Are you a vegentarian?: no nigguh
What is your favorite fruit?: pears
What food makes you want to gag?: frijoles?
What is your favorite dessert?: tiramisu and chocolate torte
What is your favorite restaurant?: SHIBUI niigguuuuh
Are you a fussy eater?: no?

Part 10: Relationships and Love

Are you single or taken?: Single
If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?: even though im single, jarek is totally the lucky guy LOL
Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: idk yet but it probably is
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no

Part 11: Experiences

What was one of your greatest experiences?: dating a certain someone...for all the great things it brought me even though he sucks at life
What was one of your worst?: watching alex crash
Have you ever done drugs?: ewwwww
Have you ever thought you were going to die?: yea
Have you ever suffered from depression?: yes

1. What is (are) your middle name (s)?
N@%^*$

2. What size is your bed?
Full

3. What are you listening to right now?
finch- a man alone

4. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
41

5. What was the last thing you ate?
SHRIMP KATSU AND RICE

6. Last person you hugged?
i dont think i hugged anyone today

7. How is the weather right now?
idk

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
mother

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
height

10. Are you single?
yea

11. Do you want children?
yea

12. Do you drink?
unfortunately but i wont anymore...unless its ok...

13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
yea

14. Do you like sushi?
Yea

15. Eye color?
Dark dark dark brown

16. Have you ever been in love?
nope

17. What's your favorite holiday?
ummmm i dont really have one i guess i like presents so xmas...but i dont really care for them so....idk

18. Favorite season?
Autumn

19. Ever cried for no reason?
uhuh

20. Last movie you watched?
ultimate avengers

21. How many mirrors are in your room?
1

22. Do you know any other fall out boy songs other than "sugar we're goin down"?
Yea

23. Have you ever decapitated a barbie?
HAHAHAHAHA hell yea bro

24. Do you enjoy the sensational taste of starbucks?
they have good chocolate cake

25. Does the word "horcrux" mean anything to you, and actually know what it means?
no and no

26. Do you have any friends of the gay preference?
yea

27. Is cheese like the best food ever, or what?
FUCK YEA

28. What books are you reading?
too many that i havent finished

29. Piercings?
none except my ears

31. Four favorite tv shows?:
anything on adult swim

32. Favorite football team?
i dont care

33. What were you doing before filling this out?
figuring out what im gonna do with my life

34. Any pets?
uhhh no

35. Dogs or cats?
huskies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

36. Favorite flower?
White rose

37. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?
Yes

38. Have you ever loved someone?
i love lots of ppl

39. Who would you like to see right now?
alexs brother gerry cuz i need a massage NOW my back is killing me

41. Have you ever fired a gun?
no

42. Do you like to travel by planes?
sure its fine

43. Right or left-handed?
right

44. If you could be with someone right now who would it be?
i havent met anyone i would want to b with yet

45. How many pillows do you sleep with?
3

46. Are you missing someone?
Yes

47. Do you have a tattoo?
no

48. Do you still watch cartoons on saturday morning?
i probably would if i got up early and if they had anything good

49. Are you hiding something from someone?
im hiding a few things from the world BOAHAHAHA

50. Do you play an instrument?
.....

Favorite
1. Day: saturday
2. Food: japanese
3. Memory: too many

Last
1. Person you saw: mother
2. Talked to on the phone: mother
3. Messaged over myspace: ....drbob?
4. IM: jarek

Today
1. Is: wednesday
2. Got any plans: class and....nothing
3. What would like to accomplish? study a bit
4. Dislikes about tomorrow? nothing

Favorite
1. Number: 6
2. Song: too many
3. Color: black
4. Season: Autumn

True or False
I am a morning person: false
I am a perfectionist in some things: True
I am an only child: true
I am currently in my pajamas: false
I am very shy around the opposite gender: false
I can be paranoid at times: True
I currently regret something that I have done: False
When I get mad I curse frequently: True
I enjoy texting on the phone: True

PRESENT
01. is your hair wet? no
02. is your cell phone right beside you? yes and is at all times
03. do you miss someone? yea
04. are you wearing makeup: ahahahahaha no
05. are you wearing chapstick: no
06. are you cold: yea duh im home
07. are you tired: yea
08. are you excited: yea
09. are you watching t.v: no
10. are you wearing pajamas: no

PAST
01. recently done anything you regret: no
02. ever lied: all the time
03. ever stuck gum under a desk: i dont remember but probably
04. ever kick someone: all the time...its called self defense...even if i start it
05. ever trip over your own feet? hahaha.....yes im sorry
06. ever cried so hard you almost threw up: yea
01. have you cursed: all the time
02. have you yelled at someone: well at work i got mad at someone and i ran to the back and yelled FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK bro and then went back to work
03. have you gotten mad at someone? at work? yea
04. have you cried: yea
05. have you called more than 3 people: uhuh
06. have you im'd more than 3 people: uhuh

Q 01: is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A 01: not really

Q 02: where is the last place you went?
A 02: shibui

Q 03: who is the last person you called?
A 03: mother

Q4: who do you like more, your mom or dad?
A 04: .....

Q 05: do you have any siblings?
A 05: not really

Q 06: do you smile often?
A 06: all the time

Q 07: do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A 07: ::sigh:: no

Q 08: do you wish on stars?
A 08: no ill make my own wishes come true

Q 09: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A 09: y would i do that?

Q 10: when did you last cry?
A 10: i dont remember but i havent for the past few days :)

Q 11: do you like your handwriting?
A 11: when im not writing in a hurry yes

Q 12: are you a friendly person?
A 12: yea

Q 14: what color shirt are you wearing?
A 14: sweater?

Q 15: do you have any pets?
A 15: no

Q 16: what is the color of your bed ?
a 16: white

Q 17: what were you doing at 9 last night?
A 17: cleaning

Q 18: i can't wait until...
A 18: saturday!!!! anime convention

Q 19: is tom on your friends list?
A 19: i think so.

Q 20: look to your right. what's there?
A 20: the wall

Q 22: ever cried yourself to sleep?
A 22: yea

Q 23: ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
A 23: yea

Q 24: song that makes you cry?
A 24: no song

Q 25: are you normally a happy person?
A 25: yea

Q 26: has anyone told you that they loved you?
A 26: well yea but not like THAT

Q 27: is your self-esteem extremely low?
A 27: hahahaha

Q 28: current music?
A 28: mbr- my mannequin can dance

ok so.......i was bored!
like, i was thinking about what to do with my life, and i think i miiiiight have found a major, but im not sure. i have to like do some investigating. but this actually sounds like something ican do. well i can do pretty much anything not involving too much math if i tried...but knowing me...i wont. if i like something then yea defintitely. so w/e.
once school starts im gonna go back to the gym. actually i might also join la fitness. i know some of the guys from work go so maybe i should just go with them so that they can like train me a little or something. im really starting to get out of my lazy mood which is a fucking great thing. now ill b able to do good in school lol.
im looking forward to the anime con. everyone at work is expecting me to dressup and im like...hahaha NO! i wouldnt dress up...ever....like...its too troublesome.
oh i just realized something....when ffXII comes out i have to beat it in like a day or 2 cuz if not...ill skip school...like when khII came out....i dont want any repeats.
oh and idk if i already said this but i started reading the bleach manga and EVERYONE should read it. like after catching up...i realized how FUCKING AMAZING IT IS. like u know how like at first it was pretty good...and then u go to sould society and then it gets fucking amazing and u cant stop watching? well the manga continues...and its just like...WTF NOOOO OMFG HOW THE WHAT THE? AWESOOOOOME!! like it just keeps getting better and better. the fillers SUCK ASS compared to it. and the fillers arent even bad at all. well compared to naruto fillers.
well anyways ive run out of things to say....lol

ttyl
aishiteru